Tender Heart High ~
Chapter Nine – Getting things straight
* The following Part of Tender heart High uses IM chat and thoughts will be captioned ( like so)*12
[Accept]3
This was it.4
I had waited for this moment for so long.5
Ellie had become my stalker.6
Ellie- Heart Says: Hay stranger, What's up7
( What was up? What was up? She made it sound like we had been best friends our whole lives, like it was casual almost as if nothing dramatic had happened today. What did I say? How was I suppose to respond? How in the hell did she get my email address? That would be a safe place to start )8
Colby says: Stranger, barely and how did you get my msn address ?
Ellie – Heart says: Is that important?9
Colby says : Well yeah I guess it is... are you stalking me now?
Ellie-Heart says : {laughs my ass off} In your dreams sweetheart – There is more than one way to get a girls attention other than stalking. I think I will leave that one to you.10
(stalker? Me? I had not stalked her. Maybe she had caught me eyeballing her in gym but that was no where near stalking. I did not even know were she lived or her phone number and up until now I had no idea she even existed on the world wide web of instant messaging. Although how had I been so stupid of course she would. This was Ellie of course )11
Colby says : That still doesn't answer my question... Also how are you?12
Ellie-heart says: Oh for god sakes Colby such a tight ass. I got it from carol are you happy now. I'm wet, for fuck knows what reason. I Guess it's cause I can't stop thinking about how I had my head between this deliciously, sexy, girls legs today in the parking lot at school.13
( Fuck her... fuck her...she was making me wet... wetter than I already was. I wanted her... I wanted to fuck her right here and now... fucking bitch)14
Colby says: Sounds like you had a hell of a good time then? So did you cop it much with headmistress Casey or did you have her bent over your desk whipping her with her wooden ruler?15
(Did I just say that? That was harsh and I meant it with cruelty and sarcasm. Something inside of me was making me feel angry all of a sudden. Was it because of the way she was making me feel? Or was it because somehow that thought made me jealous? )16
Ellie- Heart says : Yeah with dignity thanks she is so not my type. Just be thankful you got of lucky.17
Colby says : Lucky I am suspended that is not lucky ... Don't deny you wouldn't want to fuck her Ellie, word is that your quiet a slut or is that just a rumor? Makes me wonder if you really were there at all today or whether you were to plastered to see how you made me felt.18
(Why was I sounding so angry? I wasn't angry I was horny. Yet it seemed as though whenever my fingers hit the keyboard the words came out sounding like cruel drips of blood, fiery aggression almost as if I wanted to rip her head of rather than her clothes. Why was she making me feel this way? Or was it that maybe I needed her so much the frustration was overbearing?19
Ellie-Heart says : I don't know you tell me? I hear no complaints at your end only bitching and moaning. You seemed to be doing a lot of that while you had my face pressed against your muff. So tell me which one of us looks more like a slut right now? Hmmm... and please miss preppy Dyke you got of easy. I however won't be setting foot inside that school again. So you can kiss parking lot sex goodbye.20
( My pounding heart slowed down as I felt it being sucked up through my throat, waiting as it sat their suffocating me, while new tears began brewing in my eyes. Casey had expelled her? How could she? How could she be so intolerant it was one time... In that case I should have been expelled as well. Then I remembered it might have been the first time for me, but had it been the first time for her? I didn't think that Casey would lie after all she is the principle of our school she had no reason to. Ellie on the other hand had every reason.)21
Colby says: But why? Didn't your mum try to stop her? She can't just expel you like that. You have good grades in most of your subjects. Where will you go? Were does that leave us?22
Ellie-Heart says: Because the woman's a twat snatching lesbian. She can't have me so she makes my life a misery its so obvious, fuck good grades the only way I am getting an A back in that place is if I kneel on my knees and let the bitch have me....My mum...please I could get hit my a semi truck and be in a coma for the next three years of my life and she still would not notice I was gone. As for the two of us... who said there was an us?23
( She was crushing me slowly but surely I could feel my heart being ripped out of the sanctuary of my chest. My veins being twisted like sinew between a butchers fingertips as she raised he knife to stab me in the back... it was over...it was all over)24
Colby says : Sorry I just assumed.25
Ellie- Heart says : Assumed what? That just because I stuck my tongue inside your wet-soaking-hungry-pussy that we were an item. Sweetheart really?26
Colby says: Well to be honest yes...Anyway I can see this is going nowhere and Its not like I don't have better things to do and sit around and argue with you so if you have nothing more to say then I guess we can call this the end.
(My heart stopped beating... The tears had already began to fall like droplets of rain onto my desk... It was over...it was all over...Maybe I could be a conformist...If I tried hard enough)27
Ellie- Heart says: Don't be daft, meet me on the oval at 12:30 tonight. We can talk about it there. My brother wants to use the computer and I need a shower. I feel really dirty for some reason. I just can't put my finger on it. Maybe you might be able to help me finger it out when we meet up at the park aye?28
(I felt it...I felt a pulse...a beat... a trickle... My heart was beating again. Should I? Shouldn't I? What if I got caught? What if my parents caught me and I stood her up leaving her to wait in the park? What if I said no? What if I never saw her again? I pondered my options weighing them down. Feeling the rim of my panties sticking to the folds of my cave.)29
Colby says: 12:30 then
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