The Vist

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I was in bed thinking about Jaycee. How much I still and always will love him. The day he took his life. Those last words he said to me. And when he die in my arms. I cryed as I whole a photo of us togather. So much my tears made a puddle on the photo.2

Then I fleat someone putting thier arms around me. I knew who it was it was Jaycee. He look up at him he was dress in white his brown eyes just as beautyful as always. His short dark hair shine from the moons light that hits him. He was like a angel.3

"Jaycee" I said huging him hard crying he whole on to me and gently kissed my head.4

"You can not cotune to do this. Maurice you has to move on let go" said Jaycee.5

"I cann't I will loss you and what we had if I do" I said.6

"No you want my love. As long as you keep what we had ans shaired right here I will live for ever" said Jaycee touching my chest.7

"I should had been there for you more. Loved you more and..8

"No stop this is what I mean. You didn't nothing wrong Maurice. You were and will always be the best thing in my life. You gave me more love then anyone esle made me understand what love ment and happaness. What I did was not your fault." said Jaycee as he grab and heal me.9

"Then why Jaycee. Why did you take your life? I said.10

"I was dealing with horroble and painful things in my life. I couldn't take it any more. I wanted to be free and is free. I'm so sorry for what I put you through and you has been going through please for give me" said Jaycee.11

"I did along ago Jaycee. Yes I was hurt made and some times still is. For what you did put to me through. And for what I'm going through still. But I under stand now it's ok" I said huging Jaycee as he hung me he wipe the tears from my face and kissed me.12

"Come on I been given one last time to be with you." said Jaycee he took me hand we dissapeaces. 13

I was with Jayecee doing all kinds of things. Just like we used too.14

Having a romantic walks chasing and horuseplaying with another. having a pinic and cuddling togather under a tree cloud watching and doing other tuff we use to do.15

"I must go Maurice. Be strong and remeber I will always live in here" said Jaycee tocuhing my chest. he gently kissed me16

" And pair to step into light that fromed.17

"Jaycee I will always love you. Mo matter what" I said huging him in tears.18

"And I will always, always love you to Maurice my sweat little man" said Jaycee as he hug me and soon I was just in my room.19

"Jaycee" I said.20

I heared his voice. "Keep being strong my love . And remeber I will always love you. and be with you".21

A/N: This is not a bout the spelling or any of that crap so please don;t message me about that. It's about the story. And is very personal for me. I wrote this after having this happan in a dream. I ahd about Jaycee. That I beleve was more then a dream but his way of helping me to to let go move on but to keep him and what we had in my heart. and knew he will aways love me. And be with me.22