Me, my Soul, and my Heart (a Hiei story) Chapter 3

You suddenly wake up in a cold sweat and out of breath. You got out of bed to go down stairs to get a drink of water. The moment you opened the door, you saw Shorty at your door (you know Hiei).It seems he was about to open your door, but why?1

Siji~ Why are you here?2

Hiei~ I heard you screaming and so I came to check on you. But it seems you are ok.3

Siji~ I don't need any of your concerns for me. I can take care of myself.4

Hiei~ Really?5

Siji~*glares*6

Hiei then lefted back to his room. When you heard his door close, you went back inside your room and went to your bathroom. You washed up your face to ease yourself up. You looked at the mirror and saw pain in your eyes along with your anger of your past. You couldn't take anymore of all the screaming your mother made before she died. The screaming was now like in your head that it gave you a headache. You couldn't take anymore of the screaming and so punched the bathroom mirror. You have broken your mirror and now you have cut up knuckles. You felt calm now and relaxed. You left the bathroom and bandage your hand. You then heard knocking on your door; so you opened it and saw Yusuke.7

Yusuke~ Hey, Siji. Are you ok?8

Siji~...9

Yusuke~*notices the bandage on your hand* What happened to your hand?10

Siji~ It doesn't matter. Go back to sleep.11

Yusuke~ Something is wrong, why are you not telling me or anyone?12

Siji~*snapped* 'Cuz its none of your damn business!13

You slammed your door leaving Yusuke clueless outside your door.14

---Hiei's Room---15

Hiei is sitting on his bed thinking what you had told him and what you had yelled at Yusuke. Slowly he started to understand but not fully. He didn't sleep the rest of the night for he started to worry about you. He just sat there in the dark, trying to figure out why you have such loneliness and anger in your eyes when you two have first met and now...pain in them. Its the next day and the sun shines through your window brightly. You glared at its brightness that it bothered you, for it almost resembles a good day. You felt sick in your stomach at the thought of it. You went down stairs and see Hiei.16

Siji~ Well...Aren't you up early?17

Hiei~ I should say the same with you.18

Siji~*silent*19

You left to go outside but you then felt a hand on your shoulder.20

Hiei~ Don't think you are getting out of this one that easily.21

Siji~ Wasn't attending to.22

Hiei~ Now tell me....Why were you screaming last night?23

Siji~ I guess you didn't sleep for the rest of it, didn't you?24

Hiei~ I heard you yell at Yusuke about 'it's none of your business' thing. What was that all about?25

Siji~ As I said before....Its none of your damn business.26

Hiei~ Why are you ignoring the fact you are hurting?27

You became surprised when he said that. For it made you think that he cares for you. But you just push him away and ran into the woods. When you did that, Hiei followed as well. Some time later, he catches up to you but you didn't stop running. You then jumped into one of the trees and disappeared. Hiei stopped, so that he can find your energy but the air was clean. He then ran straight, heading towards an opened area. It was a lake, and there he saw you sitting at the edge of it. You were looking at your reflection in the water until you saw Hiei's face appeared as well.28

Siji~ Why are you following me?29

Hiei~ You are now part of the team and its my job to make sure everyone is prepared for any situation.30

Siji~ I said I can take care of myself.31

Hiei~ It doesn't matter! Now you come back to the mansion and eat breakfast!32

Siji~ I'm not hungry.33

Hiei~ You won't get any stronger if you train alone.34

Siji~ What does it matter....No one REALLY cares about me.35

Hiei~*mad*WHY ARE YOU SO FUCKING STUBBORN!!? Look, if you think you can handle this house on your 'own' then be it! Just don't come running to me if you start to have an uncontrollable problem with one of the baka's in the house!36

Siji~ Feh.37

Hiei was now furious and left you alone. You took one last look of yourself in the water and spoke under your breath, "why didn't I stay dead?" After you said that, you got up and headed back to the mansion. When you got there, you felt Hiei’s angry glares on you but you just kept on walkin'. You headed back up stairs when Botan appeared.38

Botan~ Um, Koenma wants a word with you.39

So you followed her into a portal that led into Koenma's office. Once you arrived, Koenma had a upset look on his face.40

Koenma~ Siji, I know what happened last night. And I understand that you wish not to speak of it but for your safety and health, you must talk to someone about these problems of yours or you'll regret the pain and anger you have locked inside of you.41

Siji~ I've already done that for 10 years. You suspect me to be healed? I highly dought that.42

Koenma~ Siji, I understand what you are going through but-43

Siji~*cuts him off* You don't know shit. You think you can help me clear up my past? Forget about it? Well, that’s impossible. For every damn day, I face the same feelings of lost and loneliness and yet you expect to cure me? To help me ease away this pain?!44

Koenma~ What I am trying to say is-45

Siji~*cuts him off again and pissed* NO! You listen to me! I don't need any of your help or any of these damn bastards help! I can easily do everything on my own perfectly fine!46

Koenma~ No one is asking you to be perfect. I am just suggesting that you can ask a fellow detective to help you to go through all of these troubles so you don't be doing it alone.47

Siji~ You have no idea...48

Koenma~ Huh?49

Siji~ You don't know what I am going through. You don't really care about me. You only care that you get your pay at this tournament. And that your detectives are still alive. You don't care about me! You only care about the ones you have trained to be strong and to be able to withstand such strains in the body!50

Botan~ Siji-51

Siji~ SHUT UP!! You don't need me to go through this tournament, you are good without me.52

Koenma~ And where you think you are going?53

Siji~ Who do you think you are? My father? Sorry, but I already have one and he isn't more 'lovable' then you are.54

You left through the doors of Koenma's office and disappeared. Before that even happened, Hiei was at the door. He was about to ask Koenma something but instead he heard you. He heard the anger and the pain in your voice. For some reason, Hiei starts to feel guilty and angry at himself; that he went after you. You left to your room, just staring out your window. You wanted to know why you were even here until there was a knock on your door.55

Siji~ What do u want?56

Hiei~ To talk...57

Siji~*surprised*Why do you come?58

Hiei~ Hn.59

Siji~ Is that all?60

Hiei~ I came here because I want to talk.61

Siji~ Speak...62

Hiei~ Through your door?63

You got up and opened the door and invited Hiei in. The very moment you closed your door, you felt someone embrace you. This surprised you and you turned around to see Hiei holding you.64

Siji~ Why?65

Hiei~ What?66

Siji~ Why...embrace me...like that?67

Hiei then realizes what he is doing and releases you. Eventually you told Hiei your dream and the meaning of it. When you finished telling Hiei what happened in your past, you felt somewhat...better. You then look up at Hiei who was still a little shock.68

Siji~....Are you gonna say something or...just look at me funny?69

Hiei~ Huh? oh, sorry.70

Siji~....this is weird...71

Hiei~ What?72

Siji~ I never in my life told someone about my...CRUDE...past. It was...it just…feels weird.73

Hiei~ Its probably because you never opened yourself to other people before.74

Siji~....I guess.75

Hiei~ Come on...Lunch will be ready soon.76

He then held out his hand to you. You were speechless and yet you took his hand and got up. You two went down stairs side by side not knowing you are still holding Hiei's hand until a loud mouth said, "Hey! Look! They look cute together!" You knew who it was and ran down stairs along with Hiei.77

Yusuke~ Hey! You two love birds! Come on and eat!78

Siji~ Love...birds?79

You look down and see your hand in Hiei's. You quickly released it and wack Kuwabara before sitting down at the table to eat.80

Yusuke~ Soooo, what were you two doing?81

Hiei~ Nothin'...82

Siji~ Just thinking of a way to kill you...83

Yusuke~ Come on! I'm eating!84

Everyone laughed and ate their lunch and you thought it was a good time to have everyone to start training. You went back up stairs to put on your training clothes. When you came out of your room, you were wearing a pair of baggy-like shorts, a black T-shirt that says, "Its only funny until someone gets hurt....THEN ITS FREAKING HILARIOUS!!" on the front, and your finger-free gloves. You went outside to see everyone there as well. You walked to the front of the group and lefted them a warning.85

Siji~ Ok...I have just one rule....If you don’t behave, you'll have to give me 30 push up's. If you make mistakes during the training...again 30 push up's. And last....piss me off...you'll have to give me 50 push up's. Got it?86

Yusuke~ Yes! um, Sir!87

Siji~*glares at Yusuke*88

Kuwabara~ So, what are we going to do?89

Siji~ Well, I was thinking to make the first week easy for you. So, only 2 hours worth of training.90

Yusuke~2 Hours?!91

Kuwabara~ How is that taking it easy?!!92

Siji~ Oh...You want the actually, full package training?93

Yusuke~ Yeah!94

Kuwabara~ Um, yeah!!95

Siji~ Are you sure?96

Yusuke and Kuwabara~ YEAH!!97

Siji~ Fine...*closed eyes* We are going to have a nonstop, 5 hour training session.98

Yusuke~ 5 hours?!!99

Kuwabara~ No way!!100

Siji~ Wanna take it easy or...the challenge?101

Everyone~ EASY!!102

Siji~ ok...Lets begin. 103

So, you started to have the guys run around the mansion two times(since its huge). You even joined in the training so they won’t complain that it is another way for you to get out of training for the tournament. You guys then started to do kicking techniques. You then had the guys to use the techniques against each other. You observed their progress, and if they made a mistake, 30 push ups….which Kuwabara had to do about 10 times. You then stopped them.104

Siji~ Ok, break time.105

Yusuke~ Whoo! Man that was tough!106

Kuwabara~ You’re telling me! I had done about 300 push ups by now!!107

Siji~ You have done 300 push ups already, you mongrel.108

Kuwabara~ What did you call me!?!109

Siji~ ….110

Kurama~ Kuwabara, don’t you remember?111

Kuwabara~ Remember what? That Siji is a no good rat!?!112

Siji~ *twitch ear*…..113

Kurama~ No. That Siji doesn’t repeat herself, no matter who it is.114

Hiei~ And not to mention….She hates it when someone calls her a rat or rodent.115

Kuwabara~ So?116

Yusuke~ You pretty much called her a rat, you ass!!117

Kuwabara~ *nervous and scared* Oh…no…*sweatdrop*118

Siji~ Kuwabara…119

Kuwabara~ Um,*gulp* yeah?120

Siji~ Give me 50 push ups right now!121

Kuwabara~ W-what?122

Siji~ NOW!!123

Kuwabara then started to do 50 push ups then you said, “again”. And Kuwabara did but again you told him to do it again; this time, you put your foot onto his back to make it a little more harder. This went over for an hour until Kuwabara just had no more energy left in him.124

Siji~ Will you be a good baka now?125

Kuwabara~ *tired out and out of breath* Yes sir.126

Siji~ What?127

Kuwabara~ *out of breath* Yes, ma’ma.128

Siji~ I can’t hear you!129

Kuwabara~ *mad* YES, MA’MA!!130

Siji~ Good.*looked up to the sky* Ok, training for today is over, get in the house.131

Yusuke~ What?!132

Kuwabara~ But we were on our break!133

Siji~ Yes…until you, baka, got me mad. That’s when I spent the rest of our training disciplining your ass.134

Kuwabara~ Oh, s-sorry.135

Siji~ Feh….Just get in the mansion.136

Everyone then went inside. You were the last one in and that’s when it started to rain. Everyone looked at you in amazement but you simply went to the kitchen and brought everyone water.137

Kurama~ Thank you.138

Siji~ *bow*139

Yusuke~ Thanks!*cheesy smile*140

Kuwabara~ Um…*nervous as hell*141

Siji~ Feh.142

Hiei~….143

Siji~ Your welcome…144

Everyone just sat on the couch resting until Botan came in.145

Botan~ Hey everyone!146

Siji~ *disgust look* girly…147

Yusuke~ Hey, Botan! What brought you here?148

Botan~ Oh nothing. I just thought we can have some fun, like a party for our new member in the team!149

Kurama~ That sounds great.150

Kuwabara~ Finally! Something less painful!151

Yusuke and Kurama~ *chuckled*152

Siji~ Before we have any “fun”…we must all take a shower first.153

Kurama~ I agree.154

Yusuke~ So, shower first and party later? That’s fine by me!155

Botan~ So go run along while I get the games out, ok?156

So everyone went to their rooms and took a shower. You went to your room last because you wanted to be sure everyone went to their rooms and not yours. So, you got in the shower and started to wash your hair. While you were conditioning your hair, someone tapped into your thoughts…I don’t have to say no more157

Siji~ *thought* Hi, Hiei.158

Hiei~ ….Siji?159

Siji~ Yeah?160

Hiei~ Why rodent?161

Siji~ Hm?162

Hiei~ You heard me.163

Siji~ Lets say, it’s a childhood thing.164

Hiei~ I have time.165

Siji~ Heh.166

Hiei~ Whats funny?167

Siji~ Oh nothing…168

Hiei~ Tell me or you’ll regret it.169

Siji~ Why are you behaving like that?170

Hiei~ Like what?171

Siji~ Like if you are my boyfriend…172

Hiei~ ….173

Siji~ Heh. You’re funny.174

Hiei~ I wouldn’t say much about you.175

Siji~ Oh me? I’m just cold.176

Hiei~ You mean “cold-hearted”.177

Siji~ Why thank you for making me much more of a bad person.178

Hiei~ You’re welcome.179

You then got out of the shower and start to get dress. You then thought of something better so you can at least get your privacy in your room.180

Siji~*thought* Hey, Hiei?181

Hiei~*through thought* What?182

Siji~ What are you doing?183

Hiei~ Nothing why?184

Siji~ Oh, nothing.185

Hiei~ What are you doing?186

Siji~*raised brow* Well…187

Hiei~…188

Siji~ *getting dress while talking in thought* I’m putting on my nice shirt. A black one.189

Hiei~ W-what are you doing?190

Siji~ Getting dress of course.191

Hiei~ …I didn’t have to know that.192

Siji~ But you asked-193

Hiei~ I mean, tell me you were putting on your shirt.194

Siji~ Oh, that. Well, you did ask what was I doing and I respond.195

Hiei~ By literally telling by details?196

Siji~ I tell everything in detail. Why?197

Hiei~ Never mind…198

Siji~ *teasing* You like me…199

Hiei~ What?200

Siji~ *singing and teasing* You like me. You like me.201

Hiei~ Stop it.202

Siji~ You want me to be your baby.203

Hiei~ Siji, stop.204

Siji~ You want to kiss me. You want to marry me.205

Hiei~ Siji, I mean it.206

Siji~ You want me to bear your baby.207

Hiei~ *mad* STOP IT ALL READY!!208

Siji~ Sorry. I really didn’t mean that. I meant to say…209

Hiei~ What?210

Siji~ *evil grin*You want to…211

Hiei~ Siji? Don’t start.212

Siji~ *spoke out loud and sing* MAKE LOVE TO ME!!213

You then heard Hiei shout in his room, and you pretty much know he is very angry now. You then went down stairs. (oh, if you’re curious what you are wearing…well, you are wearing a black tank top…something what the guys wear…and a pair of tight black jeans. Also headband and wristbands but white.) Everyone look at you like, “what the hell did you just say” but you just sat on the couch. Then Yusuke playfully jumped right next to you. You looked at him and you see a devilish smile on his face.214

Yusuke~ So, Siji…215

Siji~ No.216

Yusuke~ I didn’t even ask you a question yet.217

Siji~…218

Yusuke~ So, what was that all about?219

Siji~ *glanced at him then close eyes*220

Yusuke~ Well?221

Siji~ MYOBAH222

Yusuke~ What? What is myobah?223

Siji~ Mind Your Own Business Ass Hole.224

Kuwabara~ *laughing his ass off* She called you an ass hole!!225

Siji~ And you’re brain-dead, baka.226

Kuwabara~ Hey!227

Yusuke~ HA! HA! HA!228

Botan~ Ok, enough with the cussing and lets play truth or dare!229

Yusuke~ Ok, I’m in!230

Kuwabara~ Me to!231

Kurama~ I guess it can’t do no harm.232

Siji~ I got a better game we can all play.233

Botan~ What is it?234

Yusuke~ I got to hear this.235

Siji~ Its called…“You play and I bounce”.236

Botan~ And how do you play it?237

Yusuke and Kuwabara~ *laughs*238

Siji~ Simple…You guys play…and I leave. Got it?239

Botan~ Ok. 240

Siji~ *walking away* Stupid onna.241

Botan~ *notices what you just said* Hey!242

The boys~ *laughing their asses off*243

Botan~ Siji! You are playing if you like it or not!244

Siji~ *turned around* Bite me.245

Kurama~ Oh, Siji, don’t be like that. It will be fun.246

Siji~ Ok, but in one condition.247

Yusuke~ Oh no, the “one condition”!248

Kurama~ What?249

Siji~ I’ll play if Hiei plays, if not then I don’t play this child-like game.250

Kuwabara~ I bet you don’t even know how to play.251

Siji~ Yes I do.252

Botan~ Well, I guess I’ll get Hiei.

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  • Siji-Hawkeye
    January 4
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    xD dramatic beginning but then its gets very funny xD


  • whatami
    June 9, 2008
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    lol. You might've possibly made my day. Funny as hell<3