*Baby Jules ~ Freak ~ Part Three*

~Freak~
~Part Three~1

“I must admit you have shown me up Julian,” Raine said. Her eyes widening as she threw her luggage on the floor and placed her amp behind the door.2

Not knowing entirely what she meant I let her luggage fall next to the others, walking over to were I kept my unhealthy collection of magazines and picked one from the pile, flipping through the pages. Watching as Raine's eyes wandered around the room.3

“So what is this?A competition now?”I spat directing my attention to the page in front of me as she spun her head abruptly in my direction.4

“Did I say that?” she asked. Her once relaxed voice now deepening into a menacing bark.5

I shook my head, smiling,  trying to keep my cool when on the inside my body felt like jelly.6

“Not at all I just did not know what you meant by show me up.”7

Raine had attitude clearly, either that or an attitude problem. Though something in me wanted to play and to test her buttons. Curious as to how she would act when she was severely annoyed. 8

As Raine stood in the middle of my room her body rocking slowly back and forth. I began to wonder what it would feel like to be pinned down by someone stronger than me. That was to say id she even was. I had assumed and assumed the worst with every minute that passes, feeling myself weaken under her hurricane eyes.9

“I swear, what is it with you country people it's like you missed the appointment when god was handing out your brains. I meant your room is good yeah? Get me now? It's done up well. Mum let me paint mine, but she won't let me hang shit up on the walls so you've got one on me okay ?”10

I nodded bowing my head knowing I had been shown.11

“I could say the same about you city people, always walking around like you have a pole inched up your ass and like someone shit under your nose. Well let me tell you something. Your shit stinks just as bad as ours sometimes.”12

Raine finding this amusing turned her back to me holding her hand across her mouth, snickering at my response. My smart ass comment that was not far from the truth, but maybe she already knew that.13

I looked up tossing the magazine beside me to find my eyes once again declining to retreat from staring at her beautiful arched body.14

Despite her dress sense and her bitch ass attitude if I took that all away and looked at her as a body she was the most exquisite body I had ever laid my eyes on. Of course not including my own.15

“I;m just stating what is true. You know you were born and raised in the country so there is really no point in dissing our town because that is pretty much like dissing yourself. Too much city air I think.”16

Raine, swinging around frightening me for the second time with her abruptness . Her eyes fell heavy on me, hands running down her body till she let them slip into the pockets of her jeans. Raising her eyebrow her lips curled as she cocked her head to the side staring concerned at me.17

“Why do you keep looking at me like that? Raine asked taking her time to scan my body.18

I could feel myself getting hot. The sweat between my legs feeling sticky and uncomfortable. My nipples firm, pressing tightly against the fabric of my band tee. 19

“Like what?” I asked innocently, although I knew exactly what she was asking me.20

Taking a hand from her pocket, bringing it to her lips she ran her fingers smoothly across them, moistening the tips, soaking them with her warm, wet saliva.21

“Fuck,” I murmured, my hushed cry sounding like a hissing serpent.22

I tried to hide my bodies reaction to what Raine was doing, though it was no use she had caught me.23

Raine spotting my behavior took her finger away from her mouth, letting it fall about her crutch.24

“Like that” she stated pointing her finger at me.25

“Like what?” I asked raising my voice a little higher than usual. Almost squealing, my body trembling. Tears of confusion causing my eyes to water. I did not want any of these feelings. I tried hard to keep my body calm, whispering to myself. This is not normal Jules...this is not normal...she is your cousin... your freaking cousin.26

“Like a fucking pervert. I can feel your eyes all over me. It is disturbing and almost as if I am turning you on or something,” she stated. Her hands finding their way back into the her jean pockets. She sounded almost freaked out, if not extremely anxious for answers.27

I averted my eyes picking up the magazine, opening it to the page I was on. My eyes still on her body.28

Silence filled the room. Awkward, yet pleasant as I prayed for this moment to end. For everything to go back to normal. For my body to cool down.29

“Oh my shit in hell you are turned on aren't you?” she asked. Her voice faltering almost whispering, which only made my body react worse than it already had towards hers. 30

“JULIAN LOOK AT ME,” Raine cried swinging her arms in the air. “Stop being such a sicko and tell me I am insane. Tell me I am not turning you on.”31

I could not, I could not look up. I could not lie to her, hell I could not even think straight now.32

“JULIAN FUCKING HELL TELL ME YOU FREAK.”33

I lifted my face to face hers. Feeling my cheeks burning with embarrassment. I tried not to cry yo even let her see me loosing my grip. I had to keep strong. All the while I felt completely gutted and sick. Like someone had shoved their hand down my throat and were pulling my organs out through my mouth.34

“I just...I can't,” I stuttered, feeling one fiery tear trickily down my cheek, landing on my arm. I had lost all sense of composure. There was no point in denying it at this point. Deep down she already knew.35

Then if somehow my miracle I could hear my mother screaming for us.36

“Dinner, I think we should go downstairs,” I whispered. Though Raine was already walking out the door.37

I sat alone for a few moments, feeling my panties dampen as I relaxed into the loneliness hoping that today would soon be over and so would these mixed up feelings for my hated cousin.