Hey baby,1
Wow...I got a job today, I cried today, I was hyper, ecstatic, had fun, got bored....everything. But...I did it all and felt like it mattered....Like people care about me, want me for me, want me to be happy, want me to be free. And I'm just going through so many emotions right now. All poetry is like...such a wonderful therapy for me...I shunned it last July, but now that I'm in....wow. It's really all I can say, I've met so many good people today. And so many others like me or worse, I'm no longer alone, it's no longer a curse...2
And I just realized I'm writing poetry now. I'm just in the mood to make people say wow. When you broke down my shield and opened the door to my heart...I couldn't pretend anymore. I couldn't live a lie any longer...And I told people what I was dealing with...some of those people at least tried to help me...But it was you that I sought solace in, it's you that gives me hope, it's for you that I take these breaths each day, you are what I live for. 3
I told you once that I used to cut...sometimes I still want to, but then I know that hurting me hurts you and I set down the blade. You're my love, my everything, without you I'd be nothing. I stopped cutting soon after you said those three little words you said. I love you too, more than I could ever express.4
I live for you, you live for me, together we're in ecstasy. Without you there'd be no me...I have tried to do the deed...Before there was you all I saw was dark, it was dim, it was hell. I thought why live in hell when you can die in Heaven...And I met you, my angel, my baby, my life and I saw Heaven in you and I knew almost instantly that I needed you and you needed me and now together we'll always be....just be....5
So my love, my darling, my dearest, now you can see that you mean so very much to me. I love you, Kees, I always will. Just remember we'll be together, time will tell.6
G'night love, 7
~Jayme8
P.S I need to relearn to write in prose. I love you so much, my angel...I may not be religious but there are just some times I wish so much for there to be a Heaven. A place for people that led unhappy lives to live in joy and happiness finally. Love and peace, my darling. ~CM~9
Author notes
Alright people....this is an actual letter that I wrote to my baby about the lot of you 
and about him and I...and about all of my feelings that overwhelmed me last night...Anyways...love and peace to all of you ~me
What did you think? Please comment!
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*smiles cause she has one now too...sorta
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I like this letter and the part that I related to the most was the part where you said:
I told you once that I used to cut...sometimes I still want to, but then I know that hurting me hurts you and I set down the blade.
Because I've told my fiancee that before. Wonderful job, dear! -
I still feel the need to cut to just let out some little stress or another...but it would hurt him more than it would help me...which is true of anyone who is cutting....it hurts someone else more than it helps you *wishes you'd not cut* If you need a friend, you've got one in me...
Love and peace
Jayme
Edited on Jan 27, 5:53 p.m. because '*blushes* I wrote my name wrong...it was misspelled'.
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This is a lovely little letter. It expresses everything you feel for him so well. I really love it. It sounds like something I would write to Ben, especially the part:
told you once that I used to cut...sometimes I still want to, but then I know that hurting me hurts you and I set down the blade. You're my love, my everything, without you I'd be nothing. I stopped cutting soon after you said those three little words you said. I love you too, more than I could ever express.
because that is exactly what happened with Ben. I used to cut myself ALL the time, then I had him and after we broke up, I started again...*sadness*
XoXo
NiKKi -
A sweet and up front letter.. Love that lives far a away is a bitch! Especially when two people love each other as much as you guys do. I love this short response.. sweeeeet
Love, Savan
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I think so too
Thanks Mouse 
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Awww! *tear* That is SO sweet! You two were meant for each other! Sweet letter!
Princess,
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Kees read this and said...: *just read your letter/poem*
*hugs you tight with tears in his eyes*
i love you so much Jayme.....
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That means so much to me hun....I love you too...
~*~Cookie Monster~*~
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I wrote it to him last night...I had been wanting to write something about cutting (John knows that) and last night this all just came out...so I posted it with Kees' permission of course..Thanks for the comment and the applause...
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Oh such a lovely letter, makes me cry it is so beautiful. I really love the rhyme, it is just so perfect.
~Achika~
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