well, this is more like a Journal entry

Well, I don't have anywhere else to go so I guess I'll just write this here. Sorry if I've inconvenienced you in anyway..1

Last night- (1-24-05)2

I wrote a letter last night to Josh. I didn't plan on giving it to him or anything. I never even planned to show it to anyone but I gave in when Brieana noticed it. I can trust her, I hope, not to tell anyone else about it. I even let her borrow it because she really liked it and wanted to kinda make it as a song. She asked if I wanted recognition for it. I said no. I think she can be trusted to do things on her own. Pulse I don't think she needs to waste her time with anything of mine, but I'm not trying to tarnish her judgment or anything. Shes a really great person and I don't think theirs anyone who couldn't like her. I've heard some of her friends talk about her saying shes not trustworthy and things I haven't seen proof of.3

In Art class I have this friend and his names Mike. Hes really nice and everything. Hes one of those really really skinny and really really tall kids. He gets made fun of from time to time for looking like that. Sometimes it seems like people are just out there to get him, but that could just be me. I didn't let him read the note because I just don't want another boy to know about it. If it got out to certain people, the one who the note was to would definately find out about it. Were all in the same art class. We talk alot and have alot of fun.Its the only class Brieanas in of mine so we talk alot. She is really really nice so its easy to get along with her. Mikes in our class too and we all talk togather. I've known Brieana cince sixth grade. Thats when I kinda turned into this...wird person I loved being.4