Passion Over the Internet: Part Three

Rolls Over shaking as she wraps u tighter in her blankets as she feels tears well up in her eyes at the end of the dream. She wakes up to a dogs nose at the end of her cheek as she grumbles taking care of her morning chores before getting on the computer to look for college scholarships. After a couple of hours of scholarships she starts writing poetry and checking the site for any new poems. Scanning the site she smile as she role plays the groups she attends Atreyu in the background as she day dreams herself as Ali trying to see if it would be possible.1

Ali wakes up to a knock on the door as she tries to ignore it but it becomes more insistent to a call coming through the door. “Ali opens the door I got your message,” the door knob twists as she sits up on her bed looking out the sheer drapes as an old friend enters “Ali why would you answer the door?” Blaze looks at her worried before walking closer as he notices the she looks thinner and paler like she hasn’t fed in a while. Looking truly worried he asks her” Ali what happened? Are you ok?”2

She just smiles slightly nodding at his question as she rubs her stomach remembering the feeling of life leaving her stomach as a slight throb happens in her head disappearing as quickly as it came. Before she looks at you through the sheer drapes keeping some sort of barriers between them as he walks into the room walking closer to his friend and at one time lover seeing that she looks like death warmed over having lost all the glow and light that has been in her since she came. She turns to face him making sure that she is half hidden in shadows “I am fine Blaze really just tired. I recently lost my baby…Blaze why did you come? If you don’t mind my asking please tell me.” Looks at you with barely a tear in her stone mask face before a flash happens and she tries to hide her emotions from showing on her face. She wraps the blanket tighter around her feeling colder as the memory comes back.3

He smirks as he shows it to her showing that it was addressed to someone she cared for. “Oh come on Ali…you know you care for me.” Reaching through the sheer looking at his friend knowing he still cares for her gently putting a hand on her cheek cradling it like she could break in a second.” Why do you deny your feelings you know I can take care of you.” As she reaches around the drape and slaps him across the face hard.” You flirt with me as I grieve? I lost my child a day ago… that wasn’t right…that was just wrong. Blaze if you care for me…you will stop this.” At the end of my little speech he pushes past the drapes and kisses her deeply holding her to him as she fights he just holds her letting the tears run.” Ali I love you and I always have.”4

Shaking her head she punches him with an ice fist to the stomach shaking. She pushes away from him as she crawls to a different section of her bed glad that it’s a queen. “Blaze please leaves…please I can’t deal with this right now.” Pulling her knees to her chest and keeping her back to him. Feeling her heart pound as she can still feel the softness of his lips on her and even though his arms are hard with muscle they were still gentle. Sighing feeling like he wants to hit someone since he can tell they hurt this beautiful lady that he cares for. Reaching out nearly touching her back but dropping his hand and standing up headed to the door before looking back at her. “Ali no matter what I want you to know that I will always love you. And I want you happy.” Hearing her crying he leaves the room just as she asked him to do.5

Blinking and shaking her head as she wipes tears away hearing her phone ring and nearly missing it but catching it quickly” Hello? Yea, yea I’m fine. So how are you? That’s awesome. So what’s going on today? Yea I don’t know what is going to happen these days. I’m trying to get you out here you know that? Pleas baby don’t say those things you know I love you.”6

Waking up after the dream seeing it’s different than you would think. Looking around as if he heard a voice of girl nearly crying seeming to beg someone to leave her alone… Before blinking it away before he starts practicing his trumpet wondering when he can log on and talk to her again. Wondering why she disappeared like that. Thinking that they are starting to get closer after all these months that she may start to feel safe talking to him more than on the internet. Feeling a twitch as he thinks about the dream and messing up a note he stops thinking about it and concentrates on the song wanting to get it right.