Chapter Six ~ Realization 1
2“ What were you thinking Colby,” Principle Casey barked, slamming her suspension book hard down on her hard oak table. The sound shuddering through the room, making a few papers fly all around us. 3
Her face was flaming red, her crooked yellowed teeth glaring sharply through her curled lips, as she started between my mother and I. Eyes gleaming with fury, and embarrassment.4
Facing the floor, not being able to stand the sight of her chipped teeth any longer. I played with the hem of my shirt. Still feeling the sticky sensation of my juices sitting in the rim of my panties. Trying to not look either of them in the eye for fear of my embarrassment, and the questions I knew that were coming for me. 5
“Please look me in the eyes when I address you young lady,” Casey yelled, thoroughly frustrated with my acts of rudeness, and my inability to look her in her ugly eyes. “What has gotten into you? Or Better yet what was running through your mind? You are on public property, you have a reputation to uphold for the school.”6
I looked up, my eyes not looking into hers, I need not even dare look at her face. Instead I chose the next available place to rest my eyes, and found myself mesmerized in the midst of her firm, voluptuous breast.7
“Could you imagine just for one second what could of happened if a member of the teachers community was to drop by for an unscheduled meeting, only to see you and Eleanor practicing disgraceful, sicking act on the property of a government school? Do you have any idea of the consequences not just I, but the whole of this school would suffer from this vile lack of respect, not only for myself, or school property, but for yourself as a young woman?”8
Nodding, I tried dismissing the larger amount of the questions she was throwing at me. Like razor sharp daggers, or darts aiming at a photograph of a not so favorite student on the back of her door. 9
Licking my lips, I payed attention to the only things that kept me from standing up to throw my education away, just for the sake of experiencing what I had just experienced only moments before with the lust of my life.10
“I would appreciate some feedback Colby. It saddens me that such a bright and talented girl like yourself would want to get tangled up in a mess like Eleanor.”11
Snapping from my aroused state, I looked her in the eyes. Cruelly making sure that she had my full attention as I stood up, crashing my fist upon her table.12
“How dare you,” I shouted, booming an echo through the entire room. Sending Casey into another fit of rage. “How can you say that so harshly about her? Shes a fucking teenage girl, not some fucked up crack whore hussy you probably enjoy taking for rides and murdering in the back seat of that horrid lamb shit colored shit box of yours.”13
With that statement in place, Casey ran her hands through her thick teased mane, and took a seat at her desk. Folding her hands over one another.14
“Colby, I mean no disrespect to the girl. I give everyone an opportunity for a future, an education, even the ones who have messed up lives, and come from broken families. But I am afraid to tell you that this is not the first of these kinds of sexual acts she pulls inside the school grounds, and I am guaranteed you wont be the last. Eleanor suffers inside herself as a sexually corrupt and deviant young girl. I just do not want to see you get dragged under, not when you have so much to look forward to, and take it from me it is girls like this who can really make life hard for you when you decided enough is enough.”15
Not wanting to believe her I shook my head. There was no way she could be like that. Sure she flaunted her sexuality till the cows came home, but she could never be the kind to pick of the innocent to corrupt them just drop like a bag of shit in a river of emotional turmoil. Could she?16
“Darling what I think she is trying to stay is it might be best to steer clear of this Eleanor girl, and go out and find some new friends, ones more closer to your interest you know. I mean surely there has to be some girls who love to read, and play board games, and things that your into love,” my mother said , sounding rather uneasy, when she herself had no recollection whatsoever of what I really enjoyed, what I desired, wanted, and what kind of friends I wanted to be associating with.17
Shaking my head, I had to laugh. Letting them both know that their words might have been registering, but there was no way that I was going to let either of them bully me into thinking that what I had done was wrong. Sure it was inappropriate, but it sure beats the hell out of normal first time lesbian sex.
Instead, I turned to face my mother, not wiping the smile of my face, and snickered, until I could hardly breath, placing a hand on her shoulder.18
“You know what the sad thing Is? It's that you always seem to think you know what is best for me, what I like what I need what I desire and crave and hunger for, and who I should be, inside and out. Then again you have no idea, none what so ever, and I don't think you would even listen if I told you what I really wanted or wished for.”19
Embarrassed, and bewildered my my reaction, My mother turned to face my body. Every now and then taking small quick glances in Casey direction as if to make sure she was hearing me right. Like she needed guidance or something because for once in my life I wasn't bowing down and kissing her society corrupted ass.20
“Honey, I don't think anything of the sort, I am only trying to do what is best for you, and your future.”21
Retreating back, I turned my eyes away from hers quickly, Trying to calm myself down before I laced her face with the back of my hand.22
“ Do not tell me your little sob story, lecture about knowing me, and knowing who I am, and what kinds of people should be hanging around with because quiet frankly I am not to far of Eleanor is the sexually deviant department, and I am fucked if I am going to sit here and let you tell me that shes some kind of pervert cause she fucks with girls, and while were at it you have no nothing about what I want to do with my life, all these years you have been suffocating me with your unhealthy career bullshit when all I want to think about right now is what shade of eyeshadow I should be wearing, or the next c-d I might buy or weather I should go to a party this Saturday.”23
Widening her eyes, she started at me. Biting her lips, her expression of disappointment and fear. I knew I had twisted the knife, and I had twisted it deep, and as I turned to face them both once more I could see the tears staring fill her eyes, and could hear the gulps of saliva rushing down her throat as she tried to choke them back.24
“I'm a lesbian mum, and there is nothing you, or dad or anyone in this whole entire fucked up town , or world can do to deny me of it, or make me change my mind.”25
With that My mother broke apart. That was the defining moment In my life I had waited for for the past two years. Letting it bottle up, always wanting to scream at her for trying to get me together with my fathers workmates sons. All the while all I ever wanted was a nice, hot girl to hold in my arms, and spend my leisurely time fucking till my body felt like it no longer belonged to me.26
Silence filled the room, all except for the scrapping sound of Casey's pen as she drew me up a suspension slip, and reached forward, sliding it towards me.27
“You will be suspended for the week. You will attend school, and will sit in a classroom by yourself until lunch time. Any further behavior issues and we will be looking at expulsion, is that understood?”28
Nodding, I stood up, tucking the chair back under the front of her desk.29
“Are we free to leave now,” I asked, looking intently at the door, leaving my mother howling in her seat.30
Nodding, Casey's eyes feel onto my mothers, as I took her dismissal, and stepped outside into the corridor.31
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