life changes with every influence

she likes being herself1

always brave with a slight edge2

something others didn't had3

some fire that could not go out4

but in all of sudden she wanted something5

she wasn't grown up no more6

no, she was at her age7

only 15 years old, too young to be self-assured8

she was depressed9

she was different10

she wanted to be taken serious11

she wanted to surrender live12

although she was a cutter13

so she went into therapy14

with a group of teens15

she felt out of place16

and had no friends17

while hearing stories18

about what they did19

what punishment they got20

because they didn't got home last night21

and seeing someones legs22

covered in scars23

look her prance around with it24

'look at my legs' her aura says25

so this girl26

she sees how she should be27

she sees what she might become28

knowing that it's not too late29

for a change30

as she lives on through31

with her therapy weekly32

she goes cutting more and more33

because she wants the attention34

she wants people to look up for her35

with this mask36

of others personality's37

she cries herself to sleep38

wanting to be that brave girl39

who was less ordinary40

and more different