I stand alone in the world because I’m lonely,
I wander the streets with eyes full of tears,
with the rain beating down on me fiercely,
making me wonder why you left in the first place.
There is no simple answer to your departure
but I can’t stop myself from mourning our love,
our love we both shared years before
you decided to leave me in this tragic life.1
As I walk the streets, I cannot see
the very things that are in front of me
because darkness is enveloping me into a black void of loneliness
and I am out of my mind without you.
The lights die out, representing my dying heart you shattered
on the same night I was battered.
For so long I’ve blamed myself for this,
I’ve lost so many things that I once had
and not once did I gain them back.
I’ve done everything you’ve asked me to
but look where it led us to-no future.2
Each day that passes, I become on the verge of tears,
forcing myself to not have a breakdown.
The memories of us hurt me too much and deep within my heart
but I cannot forget what we had for it was something special.
Every night, I lay awake in bed in so much pain,
searching for a path for me to go.
I feel like the walls are closing in on me,
sending sharp pains to my heart and soul.
It’s so painful, please help me.
I reach out to you, for anybody to help me
but in reality there is no one to help me.3
To live or to die…which one would it be?
There’s no places left to run,
I’ll have to face my past soon enough.
To live or to die…it is drawing near.
There’s only one choice to pick.4
Take away my emotions, let me live free,
free my heart and let it come back to you
or just finish me off and stab me in heart one more time or the ugly side of myself will tear and rip me apart.
There’s no where left to go, I cannot go back to what we once had.5
The beating rain has stopped like my pumping heart,
I want to turn to you, I want to love you one more time
but you do not want it…screaming in everlasting pain.6
Take me back and stab my heart,
blood is flowing down…
tears are forming in my eyes.
Now I am alive and I’m walking the streets,
silently calling your name as the rain disappears.
I wander the streets with eyes full of tears,
with the rain beating down on me fiercely,
making me wonder why you left in the first place.
There is no simple answer to your departure
but I can’t stop myself from mourning our love,
our love we both shared years before
you decided to leave me in this tragic life.1
As I walk the streets, I cannot see
the very things that are in front of me
because darkness is enveloping me into a black void of loneliness
and I am out of my mind without you.
The lights die out, representing my dying heart you shattered
on the same night I was battered.
For so long I’ve blamed myself for this,
I’ve lost so many things that I once had
and not once did I gain them back.
I’ve done everything you’ve asked me to
but look where it led us to-no future.2
Each day that passes, I become on the verge of tears,
forcing myself to not have a breakdown.
The memories of us hurt me too much and deep within my heart
but I cannot forget what we had for it was something special.
Every night, I lay awake in bed in so much pain,
searching for a path for me to go.
I feel like the walls are closing in on me,
sending sharp pains to my heart and soul.
It’s so painful, please help me.
I reach out to you, for anybody to help me
but in reality there is no one to help me.3
To live or to die…which one would it be?
There’s no places left to run,
I’ll have to face my past soon enough.
To live or to die…it is drawing near.
There’s only one choice to pick.4
Take away my emotions, let me live free,
free my heart and let it come back to you
or just finish me off and stab me in heart one more time or the ugly side of myself will tear and rip me apart.
There’s no where left to go, I cannot go back to what we once had.5
The beating rain has stopped like my pumping heart,
I want to turn to you, I want to love you one more time
but you do not want it…screaming in everlasting pain.6
Take me back and stab my heart,
blood is flowing down…
tears are forming in my eyes.
Now I am alive and I’m walking the streets,
silently calling your name as the rain disappears.






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