I have experienced many a death in my life and there are those that have lost more than I shall ever imagine. Death can be such a tragic thing yet at the very same, can be very beautiful. Eternal peace is a wish that many wish and long for, including me, I get so sick of this world we, humans, live in.1
It gets so tiresome to go through the trials and obstacles of everyday life, but its funny, each and everyday that we live through makes our spirit that much stronger, our hearts that much more beautiful, tattered but absolutely beautiful. Our eyes open up more and our compassion becomes fuller.2
I don't know much about philosophy, I don't read through books about how life is hard and people who do insane things to cope with situations, I live through it, I cope with it and I try so hard to hide and bury it. One thing I have realized with all my pain, loss and suffering, is that I have also gained so much that I never even imagined.3
I am wiser to those who grieve --- for I have been there upon my father, friend, best friend, grandma, and a few cousins as well... I have shed my tears of them and still, I have my moments of grievance. 4
Each day I battle my demons, and those close to me know what they are, I am not proud of my mistakes, yet they are mistakes none of the less, and its those mistakes that make me realize that I am human, an imperfect human, one of which I try to improve everytime I catch myself within a shadow.5
As a poet, writer, author, ect... my greatest accomplishment is touching a person's soul with my ability to write and capture an emotion, thought or feeling based on personal experience, for experience is no greater teacher.6
This may seem more of a column than a story, and you are probably right, there is no actual beginning, middle or end to my piece here, just understanding and my insight on death and life and how completely different yet still very same they actually are. Death is not the end of life, its the beginning of another, as well as life is never a road to death, just a journey, one that will each teach us, and in turn, it is our choice whether to grow from it.7
I know that people tend to get concerned upon my poetry, but worry not, I am not as sad as write, or at least on the outside, the people that know me, see me, talk to me, find and discover me as a giddy, happy go lucky person, I make people laugh, as well as I make myself laugh... 8
Sure I have a past, I have pain that I hold inside me, I may not always make the right choice, but I try my best to be a happy person, upon my poetry I tend to be dark, but tis only because its an outlet to the pain I let not the world and those around me hear, just reading my words... just reading my words just may be all you need to know with my battle within.9
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Keep on the path.... it's a good one!
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Good Job Sis
This is AWESOME!!! Chick Its deep. I know you so well youve been a sis to me forever and this shows a true piece of your heart! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!! I wish you the ultimate best in life and I hope that everything you dream is the very least you get!! I love you so much!! -
I think it is a great thing that you posted this on here. Insight is greatly needed in people today. You coming out and expressing what is felt within or rather what you are learning what are you accepting is wonderful and beautiful beyound the imagination.
I myself have experenced several death-and that is just the beginning for I am only 16-but my grandma (dec 25 '02), my dog (mid-feb-03), my mother (aug,10 '03), my aunt (sept 17 03), a dear close friend, shamon teacher, and part of the family (dec 8 '03). Deaths are hard, painful, but joyful and beautiful all at once. And the leasons we learn from them while they were alive and the leason burried within their deaths are the true jews that they had to offer us.
No doubt it's not hard, just the other day i totally lost it and broke down, but we all have days.
I would love to keep typing and will agian, but off to my next class.
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You touch so many people darling. You touch my heart nearly everytime I read something you write. You are wonderful and truly talented. We all have pain. Some grieve well and others don't. Some just haven't had to. This was touching
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Eye-opener
You dont know me nor my poetry but I have been keeping up to date on yours. You are on my favourites and although i barely ever comment, I appreciate your poetry and what you have to say. This column/poem/story proves your not only a great poet but a great person as well and you remind me of someone I know. Good luck with your inner demons and I will continue to quietly keep up to date with you, and your poetry and casually leaving a comment here and there. Thank you for sharing your wonderful gift with me and so many other talented poets on this site.
lots of love
Choc
Edited on Jan 12, 5:27 because 'Forgot an important word...
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very truthful and strong...you are truely a beautiful person, don't ever forget that and this..this was very well done.
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Now this is the positive and upbeat writing that I like to read of yours. This has touched me very much. You have left me pretty much speechless with this one honey. I know what it is like to lose a loved one, the reason that I am dealing with the loss of my mother better is probably the way she passed. She was at home in her own chair and just fell asleep and never awoke. I didn't have to see her hooked up to all kinds of machines or anything, so I think that has kind of eased my mind. Of course I still grieve for her, but it isn't as bad as it was when she first passed. I feel that my writing about her has helped me the most. Just keep up your writing, and keep it positive, because it is just as beautiful as you are. Love you Jody
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Sara, wow. This touched me so much. I'm just so, wowed right now you have no idea. I agree with you on your view of life and death. I too have the same idea on what life is really to me and what death is. This was a very deep and touching piece. One that filled me with sadness and happiness all at once. I have to say, one of my favorite lines in this was:
"Death is not the end of life, its the beginning of another, as well as life is never a road to death, just a journey, one that will each teach us, and in turn, it is our choice whether to grow from it."
Keep on writing. Your work is truely beautiful!
Always and Forever,
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wow this is really good it gives be a good concept of death but i find it hard to beleave for i am in so much pain but i do understand great write though
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I'm really glad to have stumbled across your page and read this... it's really interesting, and it made me think about things on my own mind.
I lost my favorite aunt, who was my mom's older sister and best friend, slightly over a year ago. It was my first experience with serious loss and it was such a terrible thing to go through. But you touched on something important- death is not an end, it is a new beginning, and I think what our loved ones move on to is better than this. My aunt was very sick when she died and I feel that now she is finally at peace.
You are very good with words, and using them to express what's on your mind. I'll be commenting on more of your work, we have some stuff in common and I'm interested in seeing what you've written.
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Yay Sara!
You were right - I was hoping it would be completely off the topic of the problems. However, I like the positive undercurrent in this, the optimism about the future, and the recognition that pain is a teacher, if we let it be. So I applaud you. Keep writing and growing, and helping others do the same.
Love you,
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I dont really understand why you are mad @ me again, but for whatever reason it is.. Im sorry. Actually, I do know why you are mad @ me. It is because of Billy and you think that now that Im with him that I've all of a sudden become this person who think she is better then everyone else... well guess what I dont think i am better then anyone. No one is better then anyone else except for God.
Sara, you are right. Death is not an end, it's just a beginning to another life.. except for it's in Heaven and not on earth. Yeah, I miss Vicki and Megan too.. very much so, but I'm just trying to actually go on with my life. I'll never forget them or forsake them in anyway. I'm proud of you Sara for trying to go on and live your life the way that you want to.. I just wish I was still in it
but that's not for me to decide.
Anyways I just thought I'd comment on one of your pieces. I read it and it was really good.
fairiedust
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Strong words. Keep your inner strength up (my, that sounds tacky) and as always...Keep writing.
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awesome!
Wow. Right here I think you accomplished your greatest goal. These words are so beautifully written contain so much emotion and power behind them. You are an excellent writer, fabulous job! -
Great poem I feel your pain
Fight on girl. Great poem all the more anyone who loves a great read hates when one ends which is why I love the lenght. Poetry is a small piece of your soul on paper or spoken out. Check out a few of my piece and discover a kindred spirit. within -
Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwe Sara, so upbeat, so possitive. I can't ever write this good of a column, and thats why I've only posted a few. I admire your writing, and I can tell you this your poetry, your stories, and your columns ALL touch me deep inside sweetie I love you soooooo...much
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