Dear Charity,1
First and for most, I am truly sorry that I have hurt you. Never in my mind would I want to have hurt you. I loved you. Truly and honestly loved you and I still do care about you.2
The reason, the real reasons, why I let you go are these. It was better for me to let you go when I loved you then to have let you go when I didn't. When I will be at boot camp the last thing running through my mind is a girlfriend. Because of this I would blocked all feelings for you for those three months to get me through camp ASAP. I felt that if I did that I wouldn't love you anymore.3
The second reason was that my parents didn't trust you. They liked you a lot, please do not get me wrong, Charity, they liked you. Just not trusted you. If it makes you feel any better they didn't trust me either. They still don't really.4
Third reason, hate me if you will, but I honestly felt that we weren't doing much as a couple. Several times I have thought to myself if I loved you enough to really call you my girlfriend.5
Charity, I still consider you to be my friend. I will always be around if you need to talk as before. About anything. Your life or me. IM me on MSN and yell at me if you fell that you need to. Anything to make you feel anything better.6
Charity, when I heard your heart break mine shattered. I don't know if I can love another woman as I loved you. You haunt my dreams at night. The voices I hear at night are yours. 7
"I love you, Andrew."8
"Andrew, you make me happy!"9
"Andrew, you're suck a geek!"10
"Oh, Andrew . . . how could you!?!"11
Your scream wakes me up in a cold sweat and I began to cry for the bird that I let fly away. It's for the best. Eleven months and I have seen you three times. It put a strain on me, love.12
I will always remember you. How can a forget such a beautiful face. A face that shows so much joy when I was around? I still consider you to be my friend, love.13
With much sorrow,14
Andrew15
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This was really good Andy, I know you cared about this girl. I will tell you this though, I am sure you will love again. But no for another girl the love will not be the same. Nobody's love is ever the same. All love is different from person to person.
You did have a typo though you wrote
"How can a forget such a beautiful face"
It is "How can I forget such a beautiful face"
Very nice write though. Keep up the good work... -
andrew watever u promise got broken so wate ever i glad while doing welll im doin bad
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wow this made me cry but i can relate i have had to do this lots of times but now i'm back with the guy i let slip away there is a quotet that goes something like"if you love something set it free if it comes back then it was ment to be" you shouldn't feel so at blame like really i can tell you care a lot just maybe you weren't ready for a relationship like that but maybe in a year the feelings wll still be the same and you will work things out with her......i odn't agree with your parents they should ahve been more happy for you. you were happy adn they seem judgmental...sorry if i sound like a bitch but i know how ya feel...kepp writing i loved it
love
rach
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