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As they sat there in the restaurant, she twirled her spoon in her hand. Good grief, it was so awkward. If only Danielle hadn't said that - then maybe they'd be kissing right about now. 1

Who the hell was Jenna, anyway?2

It had been while Cassie was waiting for her to finish up getting ready for dinner and the movies before they left. 3

Of course... it was just a date as friends. But that didn't mean Cassie didn't think she could make it more. 4

"What's taking you so long, Cassie?" Danielle had whined. Brushing her hair out of her face and doing one last touch-up with her blush, Cassie quickly responded. 5

"I'm just finishing up my makeup, hold on a second..." In a hurry, she snapped the blush container shut, dropped it in her purse, and took a few hurried steps out the bathroom door. Danielle was at the front door, leaning against the frame- her dark brown eyes were cast upward at the ceiling in a bored trance, and her tanned arms were clasped together in front of her. Cassie smiled... she loved it when Danielle made that face. 6

At the sense of movement in front of her, Danielle looked down from the ceiling to Cassie. Her eyes widened just slightly. 7

"A little dressed up for the movies, aren't we?" She asked. Cassie shrugged, although inside she was panicked slightly at the fact that Danielle had actually mentioned it. She stopped walking mid-step. 8

"I'm in jeans..." She said quietly in defense. She saw Danielle smile in front of her. 9

"Well, yeah, but... you're also wearing all that makeup, and it looks like you did your hair, too." Cassie did a quick, emergency-search through her head to find a response. 10

"I'm not wearing THAT much makeup, Danielle, and the hair was just because I wanted to look nice. Now, lets get going, so that we can eat dinner and still be on time for the movie." She swiftly walked out the door, her flats making a pit-pat sound on the tiled floor as she did so. She heard Danielle follow swiftly behind her and close the door shut. 11

The chill that the nighttime brought to their skin was drastically different from the temperature inside the house, making goosebumps appear on Cassie's skin. She reached her black volkswagon bug and quickly climbed into the drivers seat. Danielle climbed into the passangers seat, and Cassie started the ignition to turn on the heat, but didn't move the car. 12

She shifted in her seat slightly so that she was better facing Danielle. She hadn't thought of a plan for tonight at all- she was just going to wing it, like she always did... it had always worked out before, hadn't it? Not only that, but everything always seemed more.... natural, if she didn't plan it. 13

"So, umm... you ready?" She asked. Danielle nodded. Cassie nodded back. Suddenly, a broad smile split across her face. She took Danielle's hand.  "Oh, Dani... I really missed you while you were in Ireland." Danielle smiled back. 14

"Yeah, it was a long trip, but I'm finally back now..." She squeezed Cassie's hand. "Now how about we get going?" Cassie bit her lip. 15

"Well, I dunno, I was just..." Danielle raised an eyebrow.
"What, now you don't want to go to the movie?" Danielle asked with a smile. Cassie shook her head. 16

"No, I've just been thinking..." She looked up. 17

Their eyes locked. 18

"I've just... been thinking..." Danielle smiled. 19

"You tend to do that alot, Cassie." There was a soft look in her eyes that Cassie hadn't noticed before. And just like that, her confidence was lost. She lost her cool. Her thoughts that had been bordering on arrogant suddenly crumbled to dust. Quickly becoming a nervous wreck, she tried to look anywhere but at Danielle's face- around her, behind her, out the window- and she tried to talk, to keep her mouth busy. 20

"Well, cause, y'know... you were in Ireland, Ireland is a long wase away, y'know, and I was like... a little lonely sometimes, because.. y'know, you weren't there, and..." She trailed off, deciding not to finish her sentence. She smiled weakly. 21

"Well... ugh, gosh, Danielle!" She quickly let go of Danielle's hand and turned towards the drivers wheel. She was about to back out of the driveway when Danielle interrupted her. 22

"Wait... Cassie! What were you going to say?" Cassie looked over at her with a look on her face that could be easily classified as bewilderment. 23

"Wh... what?" She asked. Danielle looked slightly confused. 24

"You never finished what you were going to say..." 25

"Oh." 26

There was a silence. 27

Cassie tossed her head in Danielle's direction and scowled at her, deeply in thought. 28

I'd better do it now, she thought. Besides, if I don't, I'll never know what's going to happen after anyways. I have to finish this step before I get to the next one... Besides, she thought, I can easily say that I'm confident in the fact that Danielle likes me back. 29

She turned fully towards Danielle, almost stubbornly. 30

"Danielle, I..." She seemed frusterated that she couldn't think of the right words. Danielle just stared, and although she was about 80% sure what Cassie would do next, she didn't move. 31

Cassie leaned closer to her, and still, Danielle didn't move. 32

"I just... I've been wanting to say this for a long time... But I can't find the right words..." Cassie braced her elbows on the compartment between the two seats to balance her. Moving another inch closer to Danielle, she hesitated. Could she go through with it? Well, now certainly wasn't the time to move back. That would just be embarassing. 33

In one fluid motion, she leaned foreward another inch and a half or so and her lips brushed up against Danielle's. 34

Danielle tensed, but didn't move. To Cassie's delight, she kissed back. 35

It was just a little kiss... but it meant alot. 36

Cassie was about to kiss her again when Danielle's face adopted a pained expression and she turned her cheek. Confused, Cassie leaned back a little. 37

"Jenna..." Danielle uttered, barely a whisper. 38

Ah... I see... thought Cassie. Stiffly, she started the car and backed out of the driveway. 39

For the rest of the night, they barely spoke a word to eachother. 40

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My Wish42

My wish... well, that certianly is a hard one to decide. 43

I don't think I could ever think of one wish that I could hold onto for my entire life. In fact, I could probably have a new wish every week, just depending on how I feel or what kind of mood I'm in, what my general thoughts are. 44

I wish I had something deep or even interesting to say, but I'm afraid I might not. At the moment, all I really wish for is that I could have a break. 45

Like a real, serious break. 46

Not just school break, although that one is always really nice. I mean a break from EVERYTHING. School, home, siblings... mothers and their boyfriends. I wish I had some safe place to run away to for a while. 47

But of course, I'll never really feel completely safe in ANY place if Silas isn't there to tell me he'll keep me safe :)48

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Personal Definitions50

(sorry if they're out of order) 51

[ ♥ ] Erasers - 52

Okay, to tell the complete and honest truth here, when I think "eraser", I think of a genetically altered human being who's been given the genes of a wolf. They're vicious, hairy, and downright terrifying- and they're out there to get rid of you. Erase you. No kidding... that's seriously what I think of :P 53

[ ♥ ] Forgiveness - 54

Forgiveness is when someone has hurt you and you are able to trust them agian. Usually people will say they've forigiven someone almost immidiately after they've commited the act (at least in more minor situations) but I don't think forgiveness is fully achieved until the person in which the act was commited against can completely, fully, 100% trust them again. 55

[ ♥ ] Life - 56

Energy. Anything with energy is life, and even energy on its own is life. I think this because scientists have proven that energy cannot be CREATED- or destroyed. It can be converted into a different kind of energy, but it can't be destroyed. And, once simplified, humans, plants, animals, everything is made of energy. When we die, all we're getting rid of is the physical body- not the energy, which means that the energy is the life force. It has to go somewhere after we die, the only question is, where?57

[ ♥ ] Writer - 58

Anyone who has a passion for words. 59

[ ♥ ] Kiss - 60

A wonderful trick that is used whenever one is unable to explain their emotions for another :)61

[ ♥ ] Faith - 62

Trust in someone/something to the point that you'd trust them/it to guide you through life effortlessly. Do not mistake for Blind Faith. Blind Faith is bad. 63

[ ♥ ] Beauty/Beautiful - 64

A word used to describe every human being on the planet, and possibly others, if you want to count the astronaughts. :D 65

[ ♥ ] Farie - 66

What we humas have decided to name the spirits of the plants, trees, and flowers. 67

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ONE-OR-THE-OTHER69

Penut butter or jam: Penut butter, because it's a better source of protein, and it's funny to watch my dog try to get it off the roof of his mouth :D 70

Hug or Kiss: It used to be hug, but now it's so totally kiss...  I just love those things!71

Black or White: Black, because it's all the colors mixed together, pretty much! Which means it's equivalent to RAINBOW, which is my favorite color!72

Sex or Marrige: Sex. While Marrige is a nice and dandy way to express that you want to be committed to one person, I think sex is a much.... (*trying to think of a way to say this without it sounding like an inuendo*).... more... passionate connection that expresses love. 73

Monday or Tuesday: Tuesday, because Mondays are never fun, and I have therapy on tuesdays, which sometimes IS fun! :D 74

Loner or Popular: Popular. To be popular doesn't always mean you have to be some shallow girl that lyke so totally lyke always lyke talks lyke this, it just means having alot of friends. Lots of friends are always nice :) 75

Rainbow or Rain: Rain, because you get the rainbows after anyways, and the plants get fed in the process :D yay! 76

Cookie or Muffin: Cookie. Oh mai gawd, yum. Now I want one. 77

Hearts or Stars: Stars, because it might be harder to love him if he didn't have those stars in his eyes all the time :) 78

About the Following: 79

Where I live: As in my house? Or my town? I think I like the idea of my house better. 80

It's small, but I like it that way. It kind of has a "little house on the prarie" thing going on, minus the prarie. In it are crammed me, my brother, my sister, my mom, and occasionally my moms boyfriend. 81

My Favorite Color: Rainbow! That way, I don't have to choose just one color :D Yay! And if someone says rainbow doesn't count, then I either say black, because it's the rainbow mixed together, or white, because if I cant have my colored rainbow, I choose no color at all, kthnx bai. 82

My Favorite Author: ZOMG, I don't even know XD I don't know if this counts, but probably NilahxApiel on fanfiction dot net. She's such an amazing writer, it's crazy. She writes the most miraculous death note fanfiction that you'll ever read. If she doesn't end up publishing some writing, I think I'll die. 83

My Best Friend: In real life, right? Reinee! She's one of the most apathetic people I've ever known, but I've managed to make her show some emotion :D She's convinced that no one cares about her, but not in a depressing way, if that makes sense. She's never afraid to insult anyone, but I know that she really always DOES care :D For example, this one time, I was falling asleep on the couchy swing thing on my porch, and she was like, "You damn brat, if you fall asleep there you'll catch a damn cold." But she put a blanket on me :D Yes, Reinee, I was awake for that. Don't deny it. :) 84

My Boyfriend: ...Aww. I just love that guy so much. His name is Silas.... I don't really want to talk about him, I'm afraid my words won't do him justice :D 85

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