Chapter Three~ Mistake
Outside the door, we stepped onto the new found land of rebellious freedom. Soaking it in, with a sigh of relief as the first of our worries were over.1
I still held onto Ellie's had, gripping it with uncertainty. My fingernails digging deep into her soft palms. 2
Beside the door a group of teenager girls from the other gym class stood huddled around together. Each one of them taking a puff from the same cigarette. Their eyes rolling back behind their head after each long drag they inhaled.3
Angrily, Ellie hissed, giving the group of girls a sour look. 4
Shaking my hand of, She walked faster. As if she was trying to escape, as if she was trying to run away from them. She did not even wait for me, she just kept walking, as I tried keeping up.5
One, who stood in what seemed to be the middle of the back tilted her head to the side, letting her charcoal, Gothic black hair fall the the side.6
“Where you off to Ellie's?” she asked, watching Ellie's ass as she walked past, shaking her hips from side the side. Her bag causing her skirt, to ride and fall, rise and fall.7
“Mind you own business aye,” Ellie said sniping nastily at the girl. Her eyes glaring in a fiery fashion, her teeth looking almost like fangs. Any second now I expected her to jump on top of her and tare her apart, like a vicious animal.8
The girl did not seem taken back one bit, more so amused. 9
Her eyes never moved. They stayed fixated, as if she wanted to see what was under her skirt just as much as I had, and still wanted to. She licked her lips, looking aroused by the way Ellie's patience had been tampered with.10
“Did I hit a sore spot baby,” the girl snickered. Taking another drag from the now half smoked cigarette.11
I coughed, inhaling her second hand smoke. My chest growing tighter by the minute. I was not used to this kind of smell, nor was I used to this kind of instigation. 12
After all this had been an impulsive decision. I had only really known Ellie from my English and sports class. I had no idea what she was like outside of class, but I guess I was about to find out.13
“Come on Colby, the sooner we get out of here the better. No need to hang around this kind trash any longer than we have to.”14
Taking her lead, I walked past the girls, reaching for the comfort of her hand. I felt slightly ill, and intimidated by the Gothic girls apparent demeanor. What did she have against Ellie? Why was she determined to start a fight with her?15
“Do you always do everything she says vanilla,” One of the other girls perked up.16
I turned around automatically, facing an African American girl, her finger was raised in the air.17
“N...no,” I stuttered, feeling like a frog was stuck in my throat. “Not at all we were just leaving and...”18
“ And? I know what you were thinking, You white girls think you're so good aye, well let me tell you something we will smash you're pretty faces in the wall quicker than you can say boo...”19
Shaking my head, I felt Ellie pulling on my arm.20
“Come On Colby, they're not worth it, just let them be.”21
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Standing back of the wall the Gothic girl pushed her posy crew out of the way, dropping the cigarette but on the ground. Throwing her hair back behind her shoulders, she clenched her fist, walking fast towards the Two of us.23
I moved alongside Ellie, as she started to walk away. Her footsteps becoming fast paced again. I Never knew she was such an athlete, her strides were impressive, and I needed to let her know that she had potential, but right now was not the right time for small talk and admiration, especially when I was being dragged along the ground.24
I wanted desperately to know what was between them. Why the hell were they being so violent towards her? Ellie seemed like a nice girl, a little risky to be around. But she could never really hurt someone. Could she?25
“I wouldn't go with her vanilla, the African American girl shouted, she is not the kind of girl you would like to be hanging with. Word is she is one big L...”26
Ellie Swung around fast, swinging her arms in the air. 27
Unluckily for her, the Gothic girl just happened to be in her line of aim, and felt the full on impact of the back of Ellie's hand.28
The girl held her cheek in her hand. 29
For a few seconds she looked like she was about to cry.30
I could see them forming in her eyes, as she scrunched her face. Squinting, trying not to let the pain get to her.31
Immediately grasping the concept of what she had just done, Ellie gripped hold of my hand again, this time it was her turn to dig her nails deeply into my skin.32
I cried feeling the sharp pain traveling up my arm. I tried to shake her of, an immediate reaction to her grasps, but she held on tightly, leaning into my ear.33
Though this was no time to cry, no time at all. These girls meant business, and we just happened to be in their firing line34
I could feel her heated breath burning against my ear, her lips were pressed lightly against my skin. My body jilted, shaking with this stranger titillating feeling.35
“When I count to three, I need you to run... Run for your life. Nod if you hear me Colby.”36
Confused, I gripped onto her hand, taking a deep breath. Inhaling my last breath since I knew I was going to need it.37
Nodding, I waited. I waited for the countdown. Not knowing at all were we were going, or what exactly was happening. Just ready to Follow her lead.38
“One...Two...”39
“You are going to pay for that Bitch,” The Gothic girl screamed clenching her fist, raising it high into the air; ushering her posy towards her. “You fucking Dyke, you will pay for your mistake.”40
I could feel my my heart beating fast, thumping against my chest. Sweat was pouring from by forehead on panic. We were about to be pulverized into a pulp.41
“Three...”42
Then without any hesitation I was running, running as fast as my legs would let me, my chest feeling as if it was about to explode, as my breaths began tightened. I felt light headed, I felt like I was on fire. It was so wild.43
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Behind us I could hear the footsteps of the girls far behind us, screaming , cursing. They must of been out of breath.44
“Don't look back Colby, Keep running until I tell you to stop.”45
I ran, my hand feeling sweaty inside hers, but she was so warm, I could feel her warmness seeping throughout my body. It fueled me. She was my reason to keep running. 46
I wanted to be with her, I wanted this moment to never end. I never wanted to stop running, although I was completely out of breath. I did what I was told, fighting against the constraint feeling throughout my entire body, causing me to hold back the tears of pure exhaustion. This was a moment while very painful. I never wanted to forget.47
Finally as we approached what looked to be the town night club, Ellie slowed down, letting her hands fall to her sides, as she leaning up against a pole, Bending slightly over to her side.48
“Don't look Colby, Don't look,” I screamed at my brain, I looked quickly away, feeling something get a little wetter than expected.49
I looked towards the night club. It looked so different in the day. Not so cool, and rather drab looking without the flashing neon lights, and the extended line to Japan. 50
“Is it true what they said back there?” I asked gasping for air, my hand clutching my chest. I was very thankful that I did not suffer form asthma, or I would have been in serious trouble by now. 51
Ellie stood up, her breathing slowing back down to normal.52
“Is what true?”53
“You know,” I said, blushing a little. I could feel my cheeks burning up, and it was not just from the running. “About you being a L... a Les...”54
“A Lesbian,” she stated so Cooley.55
I nodded, embarrassment causing me to feel a tad bit stupid. Did I make a mistake? Should I have asked her that question? 56
Shaking her head, she laughed. Placing her hand on my shoulders. Her tongue tracing her lips in slow motion.57
“Of course not, do I look like a Lesbian too you?”58
I shook my head, fiddling with the top button of my school shirt.59
“No.”60
Smiling she leaned forward, brushing her lips against my hot cheeks.61
“Of course I'm not a Lesbian silly, I just like fucking girls.”62
Immediately without any intention, she pressed her lips on mine, her tongue sliding deep into my mouth. Her warm saliva mixing with the sweetness of mine.63
For a moment I stood there awestruck and frozen, but as she progressed further into the kiss, I began to move along with her, my tongue dancing wit hers, my lips caressing her lips so beautifully. My hand wrapped around her neck, I could feel hers falling to my waist, as the kiss heated up, and more passion filled the air.64
Then, just as quickly as it was over, her lips pulled away from mine. Leaving me breathless, and wanting more.65
“I'm sorry I didn't mean to do that, I just I act on impulse so much... I was caught up in the moment.”66
I smiled a wicked smile. My body no longer felt in control. I felt hot, I felt ready, and more than anything I wanted to have her right there and then.67
I could not take this feeling anymore. I was going to drive myself insane. Suddenly right there and then I had no control as I ripped my shirt of throwing it to the ground, and violently pressed Ellie up against the pole. My hands already underneath her shirt squeezing her perfect tits.68
“Mm... Mm Fuck Colby,” Ellie muttered her hands moving up my skirt, creeping erotically underneath my panties. I pushed myself into her body,my lips attacking hers with grace, as I let her breath , letting her speak her final words before I completely let her feel the raft of me lesbian desires.69
“Colby... Colby are you listening to me? I said I was sorry.”70
Shaking back to reality, I felt Ellie's hand on my shoulders, her face full of worry. It had been a dream, just another senseless day dream. 71
This was the kind of stuff fairy tales were made of, or television shows, about the perfect first kiss, or the forbidden lover finally having their dreams come true.72
Though sadly this was no fairytale, and I was certainly not beautiful enough to be on the television, and sure as hell there was no way that we could ever be together, after all girls were not meant to love girls. Girls were meant to love boys, and I loved boys... but then again, I also loved Ellie, and sure as hell Ellie was no boy.73
Running my hand through my hair I stepped back, letting out a sigh on disappointment as she backed away, leaning up against the pole.74
“I have a bad habit of doing that, got it from my mum apparently,” she said , her voice sounding slightly ashamed. “If it helps I didn't mean to, it meant nothing... it was just a bit of wild fun aye.”75
I felt saddened,I felt the tears beginning to swell in my eyes, but I held them back in spite of wanting to fall to pieces.76
So it meant nothing? Nothing at all to her?77
Shaking my head, I took a deep breath in, shocking back the feeling of a cold hearted rejection.78
“It's okay,” I said, trying to laugh. “We all get caught up in the moment, it meant nothing yeah?”79
Nodding, Ellie gave me a friendly punch in the arm. Her face lighting up.80
“Yeah, see I knew you would understand, after all you ain't into that kinda thing right?81
Slowly I shook my head. Lying to myself, and lying to her. Of course I was not into girls. I'm just into one girl. One girl who just happened to be you Ellie, I said quietly inside my head.82
“No.. are you kidding me,” I said jokingly. There is no way that I am a rug muncher, no its thick dick all the way for me.”83
Grinning, Ellie slugged her bag over her shoulder.84
“Yeah, well I was only joking about liking to fuck girls, give me a roster any day... cock a doodle do” she screamed, alarming the people that we walking by.85
“ Shush Ellie, I hissed,” erupting into laughter. “Do you want to get noticed?”86
Shaking her head, she turned towards the night club.87
“The only way we are ever going to get noticed, is if we work at that joint.”88
I looked over towards the nightclub, were a couple of beefy men in leather jackets stood by the door smoking their cigarettes.89
“Come on them,” she ushered, running towards the men. “I have someone I would like you to meet.90
“What? Wait up,” I screamed Running after her, wondering how she still had the breath. 91
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I met up with her just outside the club door.92
“Hay Mike, is Doug yet?”93
The one she called Mike nodded, taking a deep drag from his cigarette ,before handing it to her.94
She took it from his hand, taking it to her own mouth.95
“Is he busy at all?” she asked, taking a puff, before turning and offering it to me.96
I declined, feeling stupid, but there was no way that I was putting any kind of toxins like that in my mouth. Not after what happened to my brother.97
“Fair enough, she said her voice changing, almost to cool, like she owned the place. Like she was in charge. Like a bitch.98
Turning back towards the men, she spat in the ground near the door.99
“Jesus Mike, this shit is horrible were the fuck are you guys getting it from?”100
Mike laughed, a bellowing laugh, walking towards the door.101
“Oh little lady you are so lucky your Doug loves you so much, otherwise I would of smacked you fair in the face for talking about our shit like that.”102
Ellie shrugged.103
“Yeah, well we both know what would happen if you even laid a finger on my skin, remember Tom, or do I need to refresh your memory,” she asked, motioning the gesture of a gun to her head.104
Who was this Doug that they spoke of? Was it her friend? Her best friend? A family friend? Or was it maybe even her boyfriend? Whoever he was he sounded like a violent kind of man to have done something as terrible with a gun to a man like Tom. 105
Though after a while I got the shit that they were talking about, realizing that it was not a normal cigarette that they were smoking, but in fact what my father like to call the killer joint.106
“Alright, alright...we get the point,” the other man stated, walking toward the doors of the club, “Just don't go telling shit to Doug.”107
Ellie smiled, as the doors we open ,and she walked through them her hips shaking side to side. Tormenting me in the worst fashion.108
I followed her lead, looking down the darkened pathway.109
The men closed the doors behind us, there booming laughter's could be heard from behind the door.110
Ellie slowed down, this time we walked beside each other. 111
“So who am I meeting,” I asked anxiously.”112
“Oh... you'll soon see now won't you?”
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Walking down the corridor, we stepped onto a large oval dance floor.114
Table outline the area, a bar stood by the entry. It's modern day vibe sent shivers down my spine as the red neon closed sign flickered, flashing in my direction. 115
To the side tables surrounded the area, booths in corners, stools in tight places. He had expensive taste I would give him that. Though there was a dark vibe around the room I could not yet out my finger on.116
Painting masked the walls. Black and white, abstract designs cased in leather frames, bound my chains. The painting seemed like they weren't the only thing bound in chains, as before me I stood in front of a center stage, were chains hung like curtains across the entire remainder of the room.117
Up ahead, next to a set of jet Black lounge chairs, a door draped in silken material was open, revealing a bright purple light, and thumping music loud enough to make my ear drums burst. Above the door hung a sign, metal encased in another frame of chains. 118
“V.I.P,” I read aloud, making a point not to be so nosy while we walked across the dance floor.119
Ellie nodded, reaching towards the curtains.120
“Very important prick, or so my brother tells me. He is not to fond of the very important person label, no one around here seems even half as important as him, and they all know it too. Just a warning, my brother might come of as a complete and utter ass hole; That's because he is. But you'll know he really digs you if he starts calling you pet names.”121
I raised my eyebrows, as we ducked underneath the satin, and into the strobing back room.122
“Pet names,” I yelled, trying to hear myself think over the music let alone talk to Ellie.123
Though Ellie seemed to hear me fairly well.124
She nodded, walking towards a man who sat at a table in the back of the room. Cigarette in his mouth, a glass of whiskey in his hand.125
He looked up seeing Ellie walking towards him, and took the cigarette out of his mouth, extinguishing it in his glass of whiskey.126
“Oh look who we have here if it isn't it my Dyke queen sister, tell me sis have you been laid yet ? Or are you still chasing after pussy's that no one wants to you munch?”127
Ellie who seemed humored by the offensive comment he had just made,Laughed ; walking over to were he was sitting, and slid across his lap to the seat beside him, rubbing her ass across his lap as she did.128
Doug grinned, spanking her thighs.129
“Mm God Ellie it is such a waste to see such potential being flushed down the drain. You know I have been thinking of having a dyke's night in on a Thursday if your up for it?”130
Ellie shook her head, adjusting her skirt, and pointed in my direction. A flattering smile cast upon her face.131
“I would like you to meet my good friend Colby Lennard,” she said, almost sounding as if she was proud of me. Like I was some prized possession she had just won at a carnival. 132
It disturbed me, but turned me on at the same time.133
Doug's attention turned away from his seductive sister, as his eyes laid upon mine ; wandering down my body. 134
He raised his hand in the air, as if sculpturing my body, running an imaginary line down my curves. 135
I closed my eyes, involuntarily as the aroma of the room and his sculpturing made me feel slightly soporific and dreamy.136
After a few seconds, I realized what I wad doing, and opened my eyes. Facing the Two of them. Both of them were smiling in a cheeky manner.137
“Ah so petite, what a master piece. My dear, Dear sister you have chosen well for a mate.”138
Ellie grinned, punching her brothers arm.139
“You dirty Pervert were just friends, not fuck buddies.”140
Doug laughed, a hollow laugh that seemed to slice though me like a carving knife, yet it left my skin feeling all tingly, and my sensitive, and innocent body feeling so much more.141
“Right, if you say so. All I will say is damn girl, you are prime material. The men would absolutely eat you alive.”142
Ellie's grin disappeared, as she ushered me over the a seat beside her.143
“She is not meat, neither is she one of your beauties. I want to save this one from your grasps of sexual torment. I just wanted to bring her by, and wandered if cookie was available to whip is up some lunch?”144
Doug looked towards another room, not that far from the entrance of the room.145
“Well I will just see now wont I?” he stated, pulling a bag out of his shirt pocket. It was full of weed.146
“You want some, “ he asked, passing it to Ellie, who this time declined the chance of filling her body with those deadly drugs that made me to sick to think about. Was that the strange smell that was making me feel so surreal and delirious?147
“No thanks, I think I might stay clean for today, otherwise how else will I know that Colby has gotten home safely?”148
Doug smirked, cupping his hands around his mouth.149
“Coo wee, Cookie are you home,” he shouted towards the room, booming a sound that echoed throughout my body. “Are you doubting my abilities to take care you a young, helpless woman?”150
Nodding, Ellie wrapped her arm tightly around my shoulder, pulling my head abruptly onto my shoulder.151
“I most certainly am, can't have you de-virginating her on our first date now can I?”152
First date? Was this a date? Was I dating Ellie? Did she think of me as a girlfriend?153
Of course not. She said it herself she had no feeling for me what-so-ever, she had just acted purely on impulse. Yet again she had also told me that she was not at all a lesbian as well. That she was joking, ands that it was really a giant cock that she preferred.154
Shrugging, they both looked towards the door.155
I raised my head, expecting to see some tall, built chef, with a white top hat and a carving knife that could slice through your skin before you even had any chance to know what was happening to you.156
Instead, I saw a short, fiery Red haired woman, holding a plate of what looked to be taco's in one hand, while she balanced Three glasses on her left arm. 157
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Walking slowly over to the table, she swiftly slid the plate of taco's in front of us, before placing each glass of on the table, each topped up to the brim, with what smelt to be the same whiskey that Doug had been drinking earlier.159
I looked into the Glass, taking a short whiff of the liquid before pushing it eagerly away.160
She looked at the glass, looking a tiny bit offended my my declination of her hard work, but smiled at my efforts. Before facing Ellie, and Doug.161
“Where did you pick this one up, she's not a drinker aye?”162
Butting in quickly, I shook my head. Positively enchanted by the way she smiled, the way she smiled with her eyes, and the way it lit up her whole face in such a fiery manner. It was exciting.163
“Afraid I don't touch the stuff, sorry,” I said quickly, trying so desperately not to make a fool of myself. Yet wanting to make it perfectly clear were I stood.164
The woman laughed, taking the glass in her hand, bringing it to her mouth, and skulled it in one fowl mouthful.165
Wiping her lips, she laughed, a short piercing laugh, before slamming the glass on the table. Looking again towards Doug, and Ellie.166
“Well she's a keeper than, she will fit right in here, this place could even be her second home.”167
Slapping his knee, Doug laughed sarcastically as he to brought his glass toward his mouth, sculling the entire contents down in one mouthful like shot glass.168
“Oh we have a comedian in the house,” she said, his voice slightly sounding drunk.169
I could not blame him, it was only one in the afternoon. I thought happy hour usually started at Ten.170
“It's much better than being a whore,”she laughed back, taking the two empty glasses in her hands.171
“Thanks for lunch cookie,” Ellie cried, as Cookie began to walk away, back into the other room.172
As she reached the door, she turned to smiled at both of us girls.173
“It's nice to know your appreciated,”she spat, slamming the door shut behind her.174
“Jeez, talk about PMS all year round, that woman is the most dopiest woman I have ever seen. She is so doped up she has gone schizoid.” 175
Rolling eyes at her brother, Ellie took her taco in her hands, taking her first mouthful. Her eyes closing as she savored the flavor of sweet smelling meat.176
I watched her, my stomach growling as I looked at the meal in front of me. Anxious to know exactly what it was made from.177
Opening her eyes, Ellie scanned my plate, waiting for me to take my first mouthful.178
“Well go on, we haven't got all day, we want to be back in school by the time lunch it over right?179
“Right,” I nodded, picking up the taco in one hand. “This hasn't got anything in it does it?” I asked suspiciously, trying to act like it would not matter if it did.180
For a second Ellie sat, shoving her face. Giving me a strange look. Then once she was done, her eyebrows raised, and she gave me a look of pure uncertainly.181
“What are you talking about, you aren't a vegan are you?”182
Laughing I shook my head.183
“No I mean is there any drugs in it?”184
Laughing, she threw back her head, slapping Doug in the arm.185
“No are you insane, who do you think we are? We would never do such a thing.”186
I felt content with her answer.187
“Satisfied, weirdo,” she asked in an affectionate manner, scoffing down the last tasty mouthful of her taco. The sauce dripping down her chin.188
Smiling, I felt the sudden urge to lean forward, licking the dripping sauce from her lips, right down her chin, teasing her way beyond the lines of her beautiful face. Even when covered in foods, she still looked just as sexy as ever.189
Taking a large bite from mine, savoring the flavor like I was savoring my time with her.190
“This is some damn good taco isn't it?” Ellie stated, to no one in particular.191
“Sure is,” Wiping my mouth. “Any chance of seconds?”
Adding your comment:
and still wondering if Ellie isn't really a lesbian.
