Memories - Safe

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Rough hands over me, grabbing and rubbing, growling voices echoing in my ear. Close my eyes, try to forget. Try to ignore the lies, the pain, shooting through me.3

Screaming.4

Please, no more, let me go, don't touch me! No more, let me alone...5

He dosen't listen
They never listen...6

I'm almost numb to the stretching pain now, the rythmatic pounding. Skin that has been broken so many times before7

Once more I beg for help, for someone to save me, stop it. 8

7 years and never, ever, has someone stepped in. No one has come and stopped them, taken me away. I'm holding his hand, I often hold it as they take me. Or, if it's him I see, I hold A's hand.9

The time I saw them both... it was one of the worst I've been through.10

I began to relax as he attacks me, knowing at this point it's better not to fight.11

Suddenly he lets go of my hand and pushes the man off. it's too late, he's finished, but he tries anyway. 12

A punch
A kick
A bang13

I'm picked up and carried out.
Prehaps this is a begining.14

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Hey, man, I'm alive
I'm takin each day and night at a time
Yeah I'm down, but I know I'll get by
Hey hey hey hey, man, gotta live my life
Like I ain't got nothin but this roll of the dice
I'm feelin like a monday,
but someday I'll be saturday night