Option #9 The Art Of Writing

The more golden color square I see as the reality of my life today. The red square behind the golden one, I see as the boundaries of the life I led before I came to where I am now. The partially hidden red square is the outline of my past. Most of that past square is hidden from view. The dark “L” shape in the lower left corner I see as the rules I am to live by. They do not make a complete square. The rules do not decide for me in every case. They only make one corner for me to go to or to bounce off of. At times I wish there were more rules, at times like today, there seem to be too many rules. You see that along the bottom line of the image, the rules are a lighter color. Some of the rules are there but I do not see them. I do not know all the rules. 1

I am the center of the image. You see that I come outside of the ruling line at some points. I have very small ears. If I could hear better the image would have shown much more developed ears. I miss most of what is said. My mouth is broken and not right. The mouth seems to be fractured, as indeed mine is. The speech that comes from this broken mouth is at times divided and not always true.2

The white outline around my being is my ideas. Most are very close to who and what I am. The white line follows very closely along the lines of my being. Down towards the bottom my ideas are not white, but shadowed and darker. Not all my ideas at bright white in color. I do have some bottom thoughts.3