*I. A.M H.I.M*

“What do you mean she won't let me stay?” I cried, pacing back and forth in Hamish's bedroom.1
This was the worst thing that could ever happen. I had no where else to go but here, and there was no way I was going back home, or worse, back to that sacrificial death ground.2
“I thought that dinner went well, I thought that your mother liked me.”3
Hamish grabbed my hand, shaking his head.4
“It's not like that Blake, she loved you, you know what it's just she wants to know everything and I don't want to risk her doing the same thing your mother did to you, otherwise I might never be able to see you again, you know.”5
I shook my head, absorbing his issues, but feeling the knot in my stomach tighten with anger.6
“She is nothing like my mother, and we both know that. Can't you at least try to explain my situation to her, please? If you just explained to her I am sure she would come around.”7
Hamish let go of my arm, retreating back to the bed in which we had become to call out sanctuary inside this tiny pleasured room.8
“Even if I did try Blake, what would I say to her? Hay mum Blair needs to stay a couple of days because she is a guy, and her mum can;t stand the fact that she wants to smack on a dick, and suck my cock.”9
“Hay, it is so not like that and you know it. I am not some sexual animal, I am merely expressing my sexual orientation in a like minded fashion. You don't seem to mind me sucking your load.”10
Down stairs I heard a sound, an alarming familiar sound. The door bell chiming its tainted tune.11
“Quick, lock the door,” I whispered, looking towards Hamish, with a nervous frown.12
Looking amused he did not move form his position. Only crept back further towards his bed.13
“What the fuck are you doing? Come on hurry up and lock the door Hamish.”14
But he did not budge, not one single bit.15
“Hallo, are you looking for Blair then,” Hamish's mother asked, giving me an indication of who it really was.16
My heart thumped, as I ran towards the window, fear rushing through my body17
“Thanks a lot Dick wad, I will remember this,” I said, as I slid myself onto the roof, and jumped onto the grassy lawn.
This was the worst thing that could ever happen. I had no where else to go but here, and there was no way I was going back home, or worse, back to that sacrificial death ground.2
“I thought that dinner went well, I thought that your mother liked me.”3
Hamish grabbed my hand, shaking his head.4
“It's not like that Blake, she loved you, you know what it's just she wants to know everything and I don't want to risk her doing the same thing your mother did to you, otherwise I might never be able to see you again, you know.”5
I shook my head, absorbing his issues, but feeling the knot in my stomach tighten with anger.6
“She is nothing like my mother, and we both know that. Can't you at least try to explain my situation to her, please? If you just explained to her I am sure she would come around.”7
Hamish let go of my arm, retreating back to the bed in which we had become to call out sanctuary inside this tiny pleasured room.8
“Even if I did try Blake, what would I say to her? Hay mum Blair needs to stay a couple of days because she is a guy, and her mum can;t stand the fact that she wants to smack on a dick, and suck my cock.”9
“Hay, it is so not like that and you know it. I am not some sexual animal, I am merely expressing my sexual orientation in a like minded fashion. You don't seem to mind me sucking your load.”10
Down stairs I heard a sound, an alarming familiar sound. The door bell chiming its tainted tune.11
“Quick, lock the door,” I whispered, looking towards Hamish, with a nervous frown.12
Looking amused he did not move form his position. Only crept back further towards his bed.13
“What the fuck are you doing? Come on hurry up and lock the door Hamish.”14
But he did not budge, not one single bit.15
“Hallo, are you looking for Blair then,” Hamish's mother asked, giving me an indication of who it really was.16
My heart thumped, as I ran towards the window, fear rushing through my body17
“Thanks a lot Dick wad, I will remember this,” I said, as I slid myself onto the roof, and jumped onto the grassy lawn.







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