*I. A.M H.I.M *
It's not like I'm walking alone into the valley of the shadow of death
Stand beside one another, 'cause it ain't over yet
I'd be willing to bet that if we don't back down
You and I will be the ones that are holding the Crown in the end
When it's over, we can say, "Well done"
But not yet, 'cause it's only begun
So, pick up, and follow me, we're the only ones
To fight this thing, until we've won
Stand beside one another, 'cause it ain't over yet
I'd be willing to bet that if we don't back down
You and I will be the ones that are holding the Crown in the end
When it's over, we can say, "Well done"
But not yet, 'cause it's only begun
So, pick up, and follow me, we're the only ones
To fight this thing, until we've won
(Piller – Frontline)
“Blair could you please pass me the salad?”1
“Sure thing Mrs King.”2
It had been four days since I had last seen my mother. I had walked out on her at the church, my feelings, my integrity in jeopardy.3
She had come running after me, screaming at me to come back inside. That I was making some kind of hideousness mistake. That I needed to be set free of the sins that were holding me deep within a head lock of demon thoughts.4
I had kept running, running until I was out of breath and gasping for air outside Hamish's doorstep.5
The tears rolled down my face, the feeling of hatred, and disrespect fuming its way throughout my body like a house of fire. 6
I wanted to kill something, to tear it apart. To stab, and stab until I had nothing left, no strength, no weakness, just the senseless feeling of depression and numbness. The feeling of never being understood.7
Hamish had open the door, seeing the sniveling heap that I was, and had brought me inside, laying me down on the couch.8
“It is going to be alright Blake, okay?, your mum is just having a hard time accepting it. Like you know, you are her daughter, she probably just doesn't want to loose your womanhood to manhood you know, princess, young childhood dream kind of thing.”9
“Womanhood, oh please all she cares about is her Christian clan, and keeping her high reputation. We can't have a freak of nature running loose in the church, I am after all the work of the devil.”10
Hamish snickered.11
“You seem quiet the Devil in bed.”12
Laughing at his attempt to cheer me up, I gave him a friendly Punch in the arm13
“You try that card and I might get feisty.”14
Hamish shrugged.15
“Hay, I am willing and ready to shoot when you are. Hay do you wanna stay for dinner? I am sure mum won't mind.”16
I nodded.17
“Hamish, I want to do more than just stay for dinner, I want to stay the night, maybe a few nights till I get my head sorted out.”18
Hamish sighed, taking my hand in his.19
“You know baby, you can't run away from this, sooner or later it is going to catch up with you and you will have to face the music.”20
I shrugged, laying back against his chest. I wiped my sore tear stained eyes, and faced Hamish. My lips breathing close to his.21
“I prefer later.”
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