The Apparition Man- Part Eighty-Nine-one #

Chapter Twenty Three- Part Ninety- One #1

I held onto Lisa's hand, as together we walked alongside Doctor Hewitt down the corridor.2

The doors were all open now, and I could see directly into the other patients bedrooms. 3

It seemed to me that everyone of them had a mentor nearby helping them out, taking to them, dressing them, reading to them; and it made me wonder how Doctor Hewitt saw me.4

Last time I had been inside these walls I had escape with only a routine mentor. All the other times I had been left in peace, most of us had. Only the seriously, mentally ill patients had been required full time mentors. 5

It must have been a new policy. After all Kerry's suicide had been the first suicide in the hospital in over Ten years. I could see every reason why they would feel the need for everyone to have a mentor, and right now I was very thankful to have one, regardless of my overall plans for my death wish.6

As we neared Doctor Hewitt's office, I cleared my throat, still feeling like my heart was still wedge inside,cutting my breathing short. 7

I had not even dared to look back, to afraid of what might happen if I did. I was deathly afraid, now even of being within centimeters of that room, let along being in it.8

I knew it was more the shock than anything else, a shock that would soon pass. I knew that I would be fine tomorrow, I just had to get though tonight. If I could make it through the night, I could straighten myself out, I could do this.9

I had not come all this way to let one Ghostly experience destroy everything I had worked for to get here.10

No surely bob, no one or nothing could stop me, I was going to be with Kerry. 11

Only this time I was going to do this my way, and not his.