Happily Insane

Tormented screams fill the halls
I hear a slight thud as somebody falls1

Insanity has taken over my mind
The sleeves on my white jacket are one of a kind2

I rock back and forth in my padded room
I'm slightly nuts you might all assume3

I talk to myself because no one else is around
I'm losing myself and I'll never be found4

The nurse comes in the room to give me my pills
I just spit them out at her face, oh what a thrill5

Then I begin to laugh in her face
And now I'm beginning to enjoy this place6

Happy pills
And frequent chills7

The doctors run in with the syringe
Then in pain I fearfully cringe8

I seem to fall into a deep sleep
Then I wake up and start to weep9

A waterfall of tears run down my face
Why am I stuck in this dreadful place10

Just because my mind is a little bit twisted
Doesn't mean that you should shove me in this place like I never existed11

I'm smiling now
But my only question is how12

How will I sort out my murderous plan
I finally thought it all out this is how it began13

Some day I'll silently sit on the floor
Waiting for a doctor, or a nurse to open the door14

Smiling slightly a knife in my hand
I'll stab them, I'll kill them, this is how its planned15

I wait and I wait an hour or so
Til finally the nurse walks in grumbling a hello16

She walks towards me and hands me my pills
Life's full of thrills17

Until you die
I swallow my pills and give a slight sigh18

I vaguely remember the knife in my hand
I spin it around. Oh this is grand19

I give a great grin to my unwanted room guest
Then I shoved my knife deep in her chest20

Watching her wriggle, in fear, and in pain
Now you can tell that I'm truly insane21

The doctors now could hear her screams
More fearful than your wildest dreams22

One doctor ran in and pulled out his syringe
I took it from him and he painfully cringed23

As I shoved the needle deep inside
A devilish laugh also applied24

I pulled out my knife from deep in her chest
And I shoved it in him oh this is the best25

They brought it on themselves, they tore me apart
They just didn't think that I was this smart26

Its about time they're dead and I'm alive
I never thought that I would survive27

I'm now happily insane
And I gladly took the blame28

Sitting in a new padded room
One with bars and padlocks, one full of gloom29

I needed to try and think of another way out
I sit there just thinking and give a frustrated shout30

After about an hour or so
The lights in my room suddenly glow31

Someone walks by and gives me some dinner
I just stare at it and don't eat it I'm getting much thinner32

I just thought of a way staring at that silly tray full of food
I'm suddenly happier, in a way better mood33

I'll take that spoon on the tray
I'll work all through the night and all through the day34

I'll sit by the door and sharpen it on the concrete
And I'll hide it in the socks that lie on my feet35

Then after I'm done
You'll realize I've won36

When someone comes in to clean me up
I'll shove my sharp object far into their gut37

I killed those that hated and put me in this place
I then killed myself I'm floating into space38

But I died happily insane
As that sharp object slid up my vein39

You can't keep an insane person locked away
They'll just hunt you down, and kill you like prey40

And now my blood is stained on that padded room floor
Stuck there forever, for someone else to adore41

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