I'm so Laney and sad.i feel like there no reason for me to be here.my family doesn't want me around ,they had there own live to live.but here i sit everyday waiting for somebody to want me.I'm only 50 and don't want me now ,what going happenwhenimmreally old and i know they dont want to be with me .i wish i had somebody who could wrap there arms around me and hold me ,but everybody is too busy ,i don't know how long i will be on this earth but i know i want my family to want me and love me.i had that love of family before but it seen like the something happen and nobody need me ,not even my roommate,i wish god would give me somebody who love me .i had sister,nieces ,nephews but they want there own life .i want to go away and be happy in a beautiful place where you don't get hurt and there wont be no more tears ,that where i want be.this is from somebody who is very depress and hurt
