An Admirer's Anger

I am weak. 1

I am nothing.2

I am I am I am.3

Its all I can say.4

I can only say the bad about myself5

what good is to come of me saying I am?6

It ony brings pain.7

My chest ready to blow.8

This overwhelming saddness consumes me whole. 9

It feels as if my heart is ready to blow.10

I have no regrets. What for? I know what I must do.11

It hurts me to say good bye to you.12

I can cry or I can fight.13

My obivious choice?14

I don't want to hurt. 15

So I might hurt the one who is responsible16

for taking you away from me.17

A war is going to start.18

A battle that I know I must go into.19

A statisfaction to a dying soul.20

A weakness in me. 21

I have to be strong a moment longer. 22

If only to save myself in the end. 23

Your memory will not be forgotten.24

If only...25

If only...26

If only I can feel your warmth just once more27

I'd never let go. I'd follow you no matter where28

for my heart has grown an attachment.29

If it were only so simple.30

I wish I could save you but I can not.31

I know what I must do.32

I will hurt for you. I will hurt the one whohas made 33

you go away from me.34