Love Letters from Heaven - Special Edition "The Essence of Love"

My love,1

Today I write to you as I wait for us to be together.  I sit and ponder in our house of love, just when we will be in each other's arms again.  I know that until then I would surely be lost.  2

Some say in this day of individuality that I must be dependent on you, since I profess love openly.  Individuality is the essence of a person, and my dependence is that you are my other half.  You make the individuality that is me, whole.  Dependence... I laugh at the word.  3

But I know that without I would die.  I wandered so long my love seeking only to know your soul.  Seeking to breathe in the air of your words.  I wandered lost for so long as well my love.  Stuck in the days of independence which translates to slavery to the almighty dollar...  I know these things, I see these things, and that is why i laugh at the word dependence.  I am dependent on you, for you are me.  We are unique, and one at the same time.  A paradox for sure, but when examined our hearts beat as one.  The very utterance of your name causes my flower of love to bloom in my heart bursting from it's cage of life...  4

We have something that in my previous years, I wouldn't... no ... couldn't allow myself to believe existed.  So much sadness and loneliness stems from the focus of material.  As blissful as it may be to comfort yourself with items of pleasure and status quo, there has never been such bliss as the moment our hearts spoke to each other.  I would live a thousand torturous lives simply to hear your voice whispered on the wind to my ear.  I would be damned for eternity simply to have the moments of love I see written in your eyes impressed upon my heart.  That's where it resides... in my heart love.  No one can take that from me.  No vision of today's economics, shaping today's world deciding how I should live...  No ONE.  5

I wake in the morning with the song of you in my heart and it revitalizes me.  I go to sleep at night with the essence of you wrapped firmly around my soul and it gives me peace.  I have no fear of anything anymore because you ...love... me.  I understand love what it means to long, to cherish, to desire love, even if you never fully hold it.  6

These words to my love, I offer give me peace as I feel you near.  I offer them back to you love... that in my absence you may also feel me, and be as whole as I am with just the thought of your voice.  Until we are in each other’s arms my love, I shall dream... and dance… in the essence of love in my heart. Until then...7

I love you,8

Your Muse9

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