“Stop it Hamish I mean it,” I said pushing him away, trying so hard to stop myself from letting him take me.1
Angrily he pulled away, swinging me around onto the bed.2
“Do you want it as Blake then? For god sake Blair when are you going to make up your mind?3
I lowered my head, facing the ground.4
“If you don't want me I can always just leave and never come back, cause I am not going back home I can tell you that right now.”5
He shook his head with fear.6
“No..No I am sorry... Please don't leave me again I love you to much.”7
He slid his soft hand under my chin, bringing my face to his.8
“Turn around,” He whispered, holding my thighs.9
I did as I was told, seeing the desperation in his eyes. What I had craved, his begging, but this was close enough.10
“Pull your panties of,” He ordered.11
I pulled them down, to my ankles as he spread my cheeks.12
“Know I am only doing this because I love you.”13
I nodded.14
“In that case don't go easy on me.”
Angrily he pulled away, swinging me around onto the bed.2
“Do you want it as Blake then? For god sake Blair when are you going to make up your mind?3
I lowered my head, facing the ground.4
“If you don't want me I can always just leave and never come back, cause I am not going back home I can tell you that right now.”5
He shook his head with fear.6
“No..No I am sorry... Please don't leave me again I love you to much.”7
He slid his soft hand under my chin, bringing my face to his.8
“Turn around,” He whispered, holding my thighs.9
I did as I was told, seeing the desperation in his eyes. What I had craved, his begging, but this was close enough.10
“Pull your panties of,” He ordered.11
I pulled them down, to my ankles as he spread my cheeks.12
“Know I am only doing this because I love you.”13
I nodded.14
“In that case don't go easy on me.”
Author notes
Okay This might have been the shortest entry ever lol... But I like it this way..pretty much just explains her position...she does not want sex as a girl and he is slowly realizing that he wont have a girlfriend even though she is a girl.
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Good for Blair. So if Hamish knows that Blair is Blake what is it that he wants the most? Is it Blair or is it Blake and if Blair wants to be a Blake with Hamish still love him?
Will Blair ever go back home to her mum so that s/he can be accepted?
I like this a lot.

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I found this a intresting part and it just shows she knows and gets what she wants. This is a powerful read and wellwritten


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Good for her getting it just the way she wants it and settling for no less! It was a short chapter, but a powerful one that said just what needed to be said. On to read the next chapter

~Joann

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Finally got around to reading this. I just sat here and read them all straight through. It's very interesting. I like your writing style. The way time is skipped between chapters. It's almost like she blacks out and comes back in the middle of things. I have a close friend who blacks out a lot and we have to tell her what happens. It's interesting.
But, anyway, I really like this story.
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I like what you said in you Author Notes.
Nice work! Finally, she gets done up the ass XD
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