Im Sorry

Body: I'm sorry1

that I bought you roses2

to tell you that i like you3

I'm sorry4

That I was raised with respect5

not to sleep with you when you were drunk6

I'm sorry7

That my body's not ripped enough8

to "satisfy" your wants9

I'm sorry10

that I open your car door,11

and pull out your chair like I was raised12

I'm sorry13

That I'm not cute enough14

to be "your guy"15

I'm sorry16

That I am actually nice;17

not a jerk18

I'm sorry19

I don't have a huge bank account20

to buy you expensive things21

I'm sorry22

I like to spend quality nights at home23

cuddling with you, instead of at a club24

I'm sorry25

I would rather make love to you then just screw you26

like some random guy.27

I'm sorry28

That I am always the one you need to talk to,29

but never good enough to date30

I'm sorry31

That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,32

but when we went out you went home with another guy33

I'm sorry34

That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere,35

but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friend36

I'm sorry37

If I start not being there because it hurts being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new jerk comes around38

I'm sorry39

I answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry for hours, instead of getting a couple hours of sleep before work40

I'm sorry41

that you can't realize.. I've been the one all along.42

I'm sorry43

For not being sorry anymore44

I'm sorry45

That you can't accept me for who I am46

I'm sorry47

I can never do anything right, and nothing that I do is good48

enough to make it in your world.49

I'm sorry50

I caught your boyfriend with another girl and told you about it, I thought that was what friends were for...51

I'm sorry52

That I told you I loved you and actually meant it.53

I'm Sorry54

That I cared55

I'm sorry56

That I listen to you at night talking about how you wish you could have done something different.57

I'm sorry58

If you read this and know somebody like this59

but don't care60

Ladies always complain and gripe to their friends that there is never any good guys out there, and they always end up with assholes who mistreat them. Well ladies next time you're complaining, maybe look up to see who you're complaining to, maybe that special someone is right there hanging on your every word as usual, screaming in his head "Why won't you give me a chance?"61

Because the person you are usually searching for is right by you.62

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  • sunshinexreggae
    February 22, 2008

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    Something for me?

    What can I say? I am one of those ladies, I've realised it not that long ago. Maybe a month. I don't always end up with jerks and assholes, they don't really tend to attract me but I do feel that I've taken advantage of the fact that there was a boy out there in the world who cared for me so much that his love had no limits. I can't believe I've made him feel rejected... I feel so guilty, stupid and upset, I want to make it right, yet everytime I attempt to make it better it only makes it worse to the point where now he doesn't talk to me. I'm not stuck up, I know I'm not, I don't ignore him, I listen to him a lot. It's just that I've never made him feel that he was as special to me as I was to him, I never took the time. Why? Because I am one of those ladies. I'm working on myself, I'm trying real hard to improve but it's not a thing that happens overnight. God your story made me feel like a right asshole but lol I've realised this before I read that. Still, great piece with a strong message. Opens the eyes of those cold-hearted girls like me. I can't believe I let him walk right out of my life, I do feel ashamed. Keep up the good work


  • alreadyloveuforever
    February 22, 2008
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    its good. don't know what else to say about it. but i hope u continue writing stories like that.


  • AllOuta
    February 22, 2008

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    I'm sorry that you feel this way....
    And i'm sorry I know excatly what you mean.


    *cuddled bob*