(Contest) Saved from the nothing I had become

This song brings back deep meanings to me. I first listened to it while with a boyfriend that sexually abused me. Overtime it became, for me, a reminder of the hopelessness I felt when he did as he did and the times afterwards. 1

The first verse speaks of how he could see right through me and use every weakness to his advantage, he knew exactly what I was feeling, and yet, I still beleived I had to rely on him to bring me back 'home' and make me ok again. I was waiting for him to return and fix the mess he made, because I beleived I still had to wait on him.2

After he left I felt numb, I needed him to breathe into me, make me real, because I was lost to reality.3

I was frozen without his touch, he was the only living thing to me amongs all the numbness. Even though he brought pain, he brought reality.4

The bridge of the song is me begging for someone, anyone, to not let me die here. Praying there was something more than what I was feeling.5

I begged for him to wake me up, call my name and save me from the dark, but he never did come back, after he got what he wanted. I've never seen him again.6

But it was someone else, my now best friend, who saved me from the nothing I had become.