I lay alone in my bedroom.1
The vibrator between my legs and somehow not even that was going to make me feel better tonight.2
I had been asked out, for a boyfriend, not a girlfriend but a boyfriend, which made no sense to me.3
Was he gay? Was he bisexual? Or did he really want me as a girl and not a guy?4
I knew all over I wanted to be a guy there was absolutely no doubt in my mind now. Not any guy a gay guy.5
What was I feeling? Was this what it felt like to be attracted to someone? To actually have feelings other than cynicism?6
I had loved everything about his hard cock being rammed ever so tightly up my ass. Every thrust he had made, his every touch. He had caught me of guard but now I hungered it more than ever. I hungered his every inch, his lips on my skin, his hands around my breast.7
I hated that this was making me feel more like a woman than a man.8
“A love without pain is a reading romance” the song sounded his lyrics on the radio.9
Why was the whole freaking world against me? What did I ever do to deserve such fucked up thoughts that left me more and more confused each time they entered my mind? Why had the universe chosen this fate for me? This fate full of unanswered questions and missed opportunities, this fate that made me think dying was more of a possibility than ever finding out who I really was.10
The phone rang. And at first I let it ring...One...Two..Three times.11
Downstairs mum walked up bringing the phone into my room. I was quiet lucky I had the blanket pulled up around my pants. As the vibrator was still going, massaging my pussy.12
“Hamish, he has been trying to ring all afternoon. Are you two having a fight or something?”13
Trying to take that fear from my Mothers eyes I shook my head and grabbed the phone. She could not think something was up between us. We were lifelong friends, to be fighting would be something out of the ordinary to us. My Mother knew this very well.14
“No, I was asleep and did not hear it,” I responded, taking the phone from her hand.15
All of a sudden a great wave of arousal came over me, causing me to involuntarily moan.16
My Mother looked at me strangely, looking down to where my hand lay.17
“Blair what are you doing,” she asked nervously.18
Another shot ran throughout my body.19
“OH......MY GOD,” I screamed, trying to keep my mouth shut but it was no use. I could not move it others wise she would really know what was happening,and there was no way I could let her in on that.20
“BLAIR, what are you doing,” she screamed pulling back the blanket, revealing the vibrator doing its magic.21
I had just came. I had felt that orgasm, well close to one.22
She grabbed the phone from out of my hand.23
“Hamish she is going to have to call you back alright Honey”24
Taking the vibrator from out of my pussy, and pulling my blanket up, I avoided eye contact with her, but she was having none of it.25
“Please Explain.”26
Author notes
Long time no see...Thought I might do a little bit more of it ^_^
vampire freaks rock my sox..he is so hawwt
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Naughty!! Naughty!! Why is it that parents don't know what their kids are feeling and doing? And why is using a vibrator so bad? Will Blair/Blake have to tell her mom how she really feels before s/he really knows the what the feelings mean?
I can understand the conflicting feelings for every once in a while it happens to me. It is alright to be who you are ment to be no matter what anyone else says.
beginning: 5, language: 5, plot: 5, ending: 5, dialog: 5, characters: 5.
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So very nice...hot of course with a bit of humour thrown in as well. I also love the sexual ambiguity that you have going here...
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Eeek! omg you were caught! I would have been in 50 shades of red and hideing Im so sorry! ((Hugs)) I hope she didnt loose it that night thats really terriable to get caught like that good story please keep it up I cant wait for the next one.
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damn you were caught in this version. Fantastic read. Well written I felt really pulled into this story.
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WELL DONE
Poor Blair, caught in the act. Well when one needs, their needs...go for it. LOL
Writing gets better as you go.
beginning: 4, language: 5, plot: 4, ending: 5, dialog: 5, characters: 5.
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If this is a story in parts, I must admit that this is my first reading of it... But I thought it to be very good! A nice bit of love and dark humor with a touch of adult in there... Well done =) Well written, and a good story... If there's more parts, I should check them out =)
beginning: 5, language: 4, plot: 5, ending: 5, dialog: 3, characters: 5.
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Ooh caught by the MOTHER! Wow. That's a really good suspense builder.
Nice work and thanks so much for bringing this back!
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Great buildup, though the ending is a bit of a let down. You always have a great eye for detail and this is no exception, though a few more sights and smells wouldn't go amiss. Great slice of life here, though honey.
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