What Happened to Best Friends Forever?

This is hard to say1

But it must be said2

We were best friends from the very start3

We would walk or ride bikes4

Get chased by your crushes wasted father5

Anyone wanted to find us6

They would look on main7

We bought dice at T.I.8

Drank Jones and Carmellows at the Rooster9

We made out own rules to a game that we both loved to play10

All of this when we were fifteeen11

When we were sixteen12

Things started to change13

We hung out less14

We changed15

You changed me16

I changed you17

I miss the old you18

You say you haven't gone anywhere19

But you have20

You hang out with people that hurt you21

Even though you can't see it22

I was there for you23

You told me your secerets24

I held them25

When you went somewhere or did something bad26

I'ld cover for you27

I was never happy about it28

But I did it29

I remember the bombs we made30

I remember the movies31

The Number 23 especially32

Remeber that dude that we met33

The dude named Dace?34

We were shivering out in the cold35

Waiting for our parents to show36

Those were the good time37

I remember when you got sent to rehab38

I made a facebook group to bring you back39

I'm never gonna deleat it40

I remeber when you got into Wicca41

You parents didn't accept your choices42

I did, I always have43

I told you everything would be okay44

I told you that I would be there for you45

Always, no matter what46

Those where the bad times47

I will go to hell and back48

I'll fight your demons for you49

I'll do anything for you50

I'm never happy anymore51

I was too busy trying to keep you happy52

You probably think this isn't true53

But who always called me and asked for a ride?54

You did55

And who was always there waiting?56

I was57

You say that you shouldn't have to pay money58

just to hang out with your friends59

You're right60

That's the true reason why I won't help pay for your room61

Forget the money you owe me62

I'll forget the money that you asked me for63

You forgot what I live by64

When you said you didn't want to be friends65

We're friends for one day, just one day66

And we're friends for life67

I know the old you is somewhere68

Deep, DEEP down inside you69

I will keep fighting until I bring that old you out70

You say where over71

You said that when we were sixteen72

You're saing it again73

We will never loose our friendship74

I don't care what my parents say75

You're a great friend76

I almost forgot77

Do you remember the parade78

When we were on that pride float79

You in blue80

Me in purple81

We held a flag and said,82

"Support diversity!"83

We threw candies to the kidies84

Wasn't that fun?85

Did you forget about it too?86

I hope you didn't87

That was earlier this year88

You say I bring you down89

I don't try to90

The only reason I do is because I'm so miserable now91

You should see that92

I've noticed something93

You're like my sister94

You worry about today and not tomarrow95

You go on shoping sprees and buy expensave clothing96

You don't stop and think, 'What's gonna happen in the future? Where will I be?'97

That's what I always think98

I'm too scared to go do something spontanerous99

I guess that's why I liked having you as a friend100

No matter what, I always have you back, and I know you have mine101

I don't know what you're talking about102

If I ever get a book published103

Look for your name104

It'll always be there105

You siad your kind enought not to make your guests pay sixteen dollars106

But that's just it107

Your GUESTS108

Sometimes I wonder if you hear yourself when you talk109

'I don't think that I should have to pay to hang out with my friends'110

That's what you said111

Remeber that112

I'll chip in for the room113

Only 'cause you're my friend114

But it won't be ten bucks115

Five should do it116

I wasn't even there for half the party117

I wasn't even invited118

And I know that it wasn't because you thought that I wasn't going to chip in119

Machele, Sarah, and RJ told you not to invite me120

You would rather have those three at your party than me121

They hurt you, I can see that122

You told me you don't want me talking trash about your friends123

YOu tell them the same thing124

My share of the room is five dollars125

Because I was only there for two hours126

You never even talked to me thoughout those two hours127

Machele needs to back out of my buisness128

She has no right to be listening in on our conversations129

I don't care if you hang out with other people130

Just as long as we hang out too131

I was dreadfully miserable when I came to high school132

Then I met you133

This weird kid, obsessed with riddles134

We had such fun together135

I never really had a friend like you136

My depression was gone137

For a while138

You saved me without knowing139

But now I am depressed140

I don't want to live anymore141

You took away my freedom spirit142

When you said you didn't want to be friends anymore143

So now, I am really an empty shell144

Don't hurt me anymore145

I can't afford to lose a friend like you146

I love you like a brother147

And I feel like nothing without you148

Come back149

Be my friend150

Save me again151

So now I must ask152

The question that is killing me153

We said we would be best friends forever154

So155

What happend to best friends forever?