You say hello
I say goodbye
You roll your eyes
I die inside1
You say goodbye
I pray you'll stay
You walk away
I stand to watch you go2
You tell me how happy you are
I think how miserable I am
You tell me of your love
I think of what will never be3
You say we're friends
I wonder if that's true
You smile and laugh
I disguise the pain4
I see your smile
You flaunt it
I stare at your beauty
You think nothing of it5
I look in your eyes
You look into mine
I see love
You see friendship6
I talk with affection
You talk with casualty
I hide my feelings
You have none to hide7
You smile each day
And I know why
You are in love
I envy that fact8
I feel terrible for these thoughts
You know nothing of them
I tear from the inside
You smile and know nothing9
I try to hide my emotions
So you can remain happy
I die on the inside
So your love can live on10
I make these sacrifices
But is it really fair?
I have no one to turn to
You don't know anything11
All this pain
All this sorrow
All this anger
All this envy12
For me to take the burden
Is it really fair?
For you to know nothing
Is it really fair?13
You lie to me everyday
Calling me a friend
Yet now you turn your back
At the call of your name14
You don't know how I feel
I live this hell everyday
You think everything's fine
I squirm helplessly15
You can never know
I can never tell
Your ignorance is bliss
My reality is torture16
Your name is Nicole
My name is Kurt
Your love is Christian
And mine is you.17
For you; each day I die
Each day I suffer
Each day I look in your eyes
And know you'll never be mine18
I have nothing left to say
Except for one last phrase
Please take notice
To my last strains19
Should I smile because we're friends?
Or cry because that's all we'll ever be?
All I go through is for you and him
But is it he you should be with?20
Or me?
You give me the answer.
I won't hold my breath...
For the answer that will never come.
Author notes
1. FallOfTheHero
2. StArViNg-2b-PeRfEcT
3. I still cry for you.
A contest entry
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Comments
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Aww.....This is sad.:[
But I love it,It is raelly well written and i can feel you enmotion...because I've been there..
Good Luck In The Contest! -
Aw, that really sucks =\
But your poem was amazing...
I'm not going to pretend to know what I'm talking about and give you advice on Nicole...
Very pretty, sad poem though =)
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Sad, but i liked it!
Aww...i loved this, but i made me so sad! I could really feel your hurt, like literally. This really hit home for me right now... lol! anyway, great job! i loved it! keep up the great work. i feel like i need to give you a hug or something... lol! anyway, thanks for entering my contest and good luck!!
peace&love,
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Aww, thanks!
I dunno, I was just stressing about this whole thing...
I fell for my best friend and I just don't know what to do anymore.
Then this came out, and I saw a contest, and oh, did I run to the challenge!
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o i totally know how u feel. this was a great poem, but i feel bad ur so stressed about it! My advice, don't keep it inside! Good Luck!
peace&love,
greeneyes
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good
A sad poem, it felt like it was about you, if it is, I hope that you find love too
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Oooh thanks.
It is about me, so that makes it easier to write.
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Love is hard, I know. My son and wife are gone. Your young and you will find love and when you do I want to read your poem of love. Not easier, but you wrote the true of your feelings. The picture of you look alone, but look for tomorrow. For tomorrow my be the day.
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Like holy shit Kurt!
This should be the poem you give Nicky when your ready!!!!
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