Here I go again. Pestering people about what they believe. Trying to be nice to the world, trying to be what I wish I was - happy. But yet... It hurts so much to hear somebody say they don't believe in a miracle... Miracles are my only chance. I choose to believe in them because they are my only hope. And it hits me hard when somebody tells me they don't exist. I'm 11 years old, and something terrible is happening to me. Miracles are my only hope, and then here I have somebody telling me they don't exist.1
I just want to know: Even on the off-chance that they DON'T exist, why take away a little girl's or boy's only hope? So many kids, some dying of cancer and other terrible diseases, or suffering abuse, or just confused about life and all of its trials, have miracles, the off-chance that a miracle will happen, as their only hope. It keeps them going.2
It's all too confusing. I NEED this kind of assurance. How else will I cope? And yet, this isn't the first time somebody has told me miracles don't exist; that I should just admit to the horrible truth.3
I can't stop crying. I want to be happy; Really, I do. I want everything to be okay. I want to notice the happy things in life and ignore my terrible fate. But I can't do that anymore...4
I'm just so tired of being the happy person I wish I was...
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Killer Jane, I'm sorry... I just want to help you understand me, and while I'm at it, I'd like to apologize.
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(Janes cousin Kendyl)
i agree with u that we all need to have a littel hope in life..... this really makes me thank that maybe all we need is mirecles and joy...... my cuz Jane is in denial....... -
I believe in miracles, and I also believe in God. This is a wonderful piece of writing, and if God's plan for your life includes it, you will get your miracle.
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What...happened? Wow Hannah. Alot of people have been through alot. I know I have and I never wanna go through it again. I do believe in miracles myself also
Good job on this, Hannah!
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It's complicated.
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Change the background or the color of the writing please to make it easier to read. I enjoyed reading but... I had to highlight to read it
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Sorry Hannah......
Im sure your right.....miracles do come for ppl. -
I don't know if miracles happen or not. All I know so far from my own experience is that d.r.e.a.m.s do come true. Always <3 [sometimes it takes them a long time to come true but they always do]
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Thanks so much.
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