Sitting

Migraines. Check. Wait, no. Brain Tumor. Noooooooooooo! Wait, what am I talking about? I am sitting here, at home, supposed to be at school, but on the internet, with my mind on anything but school. My mind is failing me-I cannot remember things (what's your name again?) and when I'm not dreaming, sometimes I cannot tell if what I dreamed last night was just a dream or did it really happen (did I really have a fight with my best friend-I'm not sure, should I call? Ugh...).1

I'm sitting here, waiting for tomorrow to come, so I can get that MRI done, so I can what is wrong with me. I cannot get anything done. My friend's are yelling at me to come back to school, and so is my mom. I can't. What if- what if, it's really bad. I don't know. I don't know anything right now. Or what if that MRI is normal? My EEG was abnormal and so what is wrong with me? I am just sitting here and I cannot take it any more. I am about to scream!!!! But I cannot. Life goes on, and I'm probably just Brittney Spears, but I cannot help but think, Is it migraines? Is it? Or is it something much worse? I'm not even 18 yet. I have never known my birth parents, I have never driven a car, and I haven't even graduated from high school yet! What am I supposed to do???2

Other than just sit here?