After a few years of hell, I'm drained. I have experienced tears, hurt, abuse, rape, adultery, pulling myself up from this hurt dragging me back. 1
I overcome it, proud and strong with the help from Paul.2
Paul was a friend, a laugh, someone who liked me for me, feeling free for once.3
This was fresh from the bad, good from the evil and my heart instead of hurt.4
He worshipped me, i felt like a princess, pure beauty, he stared at me, i tingled, knowing i was his all.5
Inseparable, his friends were mine, my words were his, he sleeps, i stare.6
Trust was so hard, the supposed best years of my life, full of pain, trust was locked away, he unlocked me. 7
Telling him my past, watching his tears, his promises mended me back to the girl i once was. whole.8
Living the year, living a dream, arguing tearing us up, my issues with trust parting us, heartbroken.9
Everyday i love you. 10
Three long months, me alone, him alone. Feelings of regret base my heart, spilling them out to a friend, 11
Then it came, bam. 12
My mouth wide open with disbelief, my eyes fill, i run. I run to the nearest place were they wont see me cry. He was gay. 13
Telling yourself its not real, feeling your heart rip inside is a feeling never forgotten, he loved me, he did, 14
i think.15
how? that's all i can say. how?16
He was in love with a man, all the time he was in love with a man.17
This feeling of utter confusion, total despair.18
Everything you though was real, was a lie, i felt betrayed in a way i can never describe in words, only tears showed it.19
Another thing to add to the list i call it, not a problem, but an experience.20
Never think it will happen to you.... never say never.21
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Hello there, thanks a bunch for taking the time to enter this contest. It was written very well, however it really wasn't to my liking. You're an awesome writer tho. Thanks again!
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Thank you very much for entering. I haven't had a chance to read your entry yet but I'd like to say thanks and good luck! Watch out for another comment soon!
Cassie -
well done, hard hitting, ive been in the situation before aswell, well done, be safe, all the best
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Awesome
Very powerful work
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phew sorry
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this is really good. it gets really intresting. it keeps u wanna reading. sound slike its gonna be a happy ending. then the climax comes. its definately really good. awesome write. i love all u'r other works too. great job!
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love hurts
ouch love hurts like crap im telln ya. ive kinda been in a situation like that but not exactly -
This was really good, I really liked the last statement. Was this a true event? Well, this was really good. Actually I liked the last TWO statements. "Another thing to add to the list I call it, not a problem, but an experience" really good, that's what I call everything that happens to me. Great Write!
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