The monster i onced loved:part 8

After a few hours i stopped crying,started thinking about what i was going to do.i look at josh "what were you thinking? huh? you hurt him so bad".i look down as he replys "i coulden't help myself Adrian,you know what he did to you,he deserved it".i slam my fist against the seat "and what the fuck do you think i'm going to do josh!i'm 16 years old,i can't run away!".he pulls over and grabs my hands "i know,but whats going to happen if you go back there?everyones going to want to know what happend to you".i look into his eyes "look,i know how to lie josh,you won't get in trouble,and i won't have to tell them what happend".he looks out the window,then back at me "do you know how to drive?".i nod my head and he continues "okay,you take the car and drive back,and i'll just call a cab".1

We get out of the car and look at eachother.he hugs me carfully "be carful okay?stay away from him".i nod and hug him back "call me when you find somewhere to stay".he nods and i start the car and drive home.2

When i get inside my mom rushes over to me "adrian,max is in the hospitol".i tried to look suprised "why?what happend?".she hugs me and i had to try my hardest not to cry.she looks at me "i'll drive you there okay?he wants to see you".so i get in her car and we drive to the hospitol where i see max covered in black and blue and dried up red.he glares at me.my mom kisses my cheek "call me when you want me to pick you up".i nod and walk slowly into the white clean room.3

I shy away from him,he spoke in a raspy voice "shut the damn door now".i obey automatically.i just look at him as he speaks quietly "adrian,you are mine,do you get that?no one else can have you.not josh,or any other person on this earth.if you ever try and get rid of me like that again,i will kill you,do you understand me?i will snap your neck like a fucking twig".a couple tears fell down my cheeks.then he smiles "now come here baby".he holds his hands out to me and i go to him like the good little punching bag i am.4

he pulls me down on the bed and strokes my cheek with his thumb "i love you Adrian,i love you so much".my voice was weak and dead "i love you too max".we layed there for a while untill the doctor walked in.she was a women in her early 30's with black frizzy hair and blood red lipstick and a devilish smile.she looks at max "hello mr.bram,how are you feeling?".he smiles his charming smile "im feeling better actually".she chuckles a little bit "well you can go home now,nothings broken,you just have some nasty cuts and bruises".she sits up and smiles "thank you".and she was gone.5

on the drive home it was quiet,i could tell he was thinking of ways to get me back.I called my mom as soon as i was at maxes house,i told her that i wanted to stay with max untill he got better.6

i lay down on the bed and watch t.v while max took a shower.when he walked back in he smiles at me and starts to get dressed.i coulden't talk to him,i coulden't even look him in the eyes.we went to sleep that night in the same bed he had raped me in.7

when i woke up he glared at me "go make me something to eat baby,i'm starving".i go downstairs and start turn on the stove.i was almost done making his french toast when i feel him standing behind me.he looks down at the food i made and gags "i don't want that,make me something else".i look up at him "come on max,this is all i know how to make,just eat it".he grabs the back of my neck "dont talk back to me adrain,just do it".i pulled away from him "max,i'm going home now".he charges at me "no,i told you,your not going to be leaving me ever again".i grab my coat and head for the door "screw you,i don't care anymore max,kill me if you want".he charges at me,and i realized i made a huge mistake.8

he grabs me by my hair and throws me against the wall "you think you can talk to me like that!i'll give you something to complain about you stupid bitch!".he drags me into the kitchen by my hair and lifts me up to the stove.i scream at him "PLEASE,NO STOP!".he looks at me "YOU THINK YOUR TO GOOD FOR ME ADRAIN!I'M GOING TO MAKE YOU SO UGLY THAT I'LL BE THE ONLY ONE THAT CAN STAND YOU!".he lowers my face to the sizzling pan.i scream and scream at the top of my lungs as my flesh hits the pan.he held it there for what seemed like an hour,in reality it was only about a minute.he pushes me to the ground and spits on me "there!you happy now!your fucking ugly!you should have just done what i told you to do adrian,i didn't have to do that".9

i was on the ground crying and he looked down at me "baby,i'm so sorry".he pulls out him cell phone and calls 911.an ambulance comes and takes us to the hospitol.they bandaged my face up and gave me some pain pills.max went outside for a ciggarette and the doctor started talking to me "so how did this happen?".i look up at her "i was making breakfast for max,i slipped and the pan came flying and hit my face".she looked sad,and i understood why.she takes my hand in hers and smiles "if you ever want to change your story,just give me a call okay?my name is annie".i smile at her "okay,can i go home now?".she nods her head,and before i left she hands me a card "this has my cell and work number on it,and on the back is my home phone,you call me anytime you want to".i look at her once before walking out of the door.10

When we got home max and i started fighting agian,and he hurt me pretty bad.i pull out my cell phone when he was asleep "annie,do you think you could pick me up?".11