My Dying Love *sort of same as funny colored leaf*

I had this wonderful life to live in. I had a beautiful girl which always loved to hang out or watch movies together. The girl I loved was amazing she was 5'4'' as tall as me, her hair was so soft it felt like stoking a teddybear, and her eyes where the best part about her because her eyes where sparkly like a star shines. Her name was Amber, I always adore that name it sounds to cute.1

It was Autumn and we always had a walk in the park just to talk or talk gossip, that was a lot of fun. As we passed a park bench she sees a pink and purple leaf on the seat so I went to go get the leaf to give to her as a present. She thought that was an amazing colored leaf and she put the leaf in her pocket to keep safe. By the time we got home she took out the leaf and put it in a frame to keep safe. So ever time someone comes in the house to vist they automatically see the funny colored leaf.2

We went back to school the next day and it was boring except the time we kept seeing each other in the hall. But when we went to our last class she was not looking to great, so I took her to the clinic and the nurse in there checked her temperature. The nurse said she had the flu that was going around so she sent Amber back home and lie in bed till she get better. I was depressed that Amber was going home so I can not talk to her after school or hang out with. When school was over I visited her house to check up on her, she was not there I saw her mother on the couch with her head down and a puddle of water under her. I went into the house and sat next to her mother and we talked about Amber and what happened. I got up with a terrible look on my face and said to my self "is she really in the hospitol", I ran to the hospitol as fast as could to see Amber when I got there I asked where Amber Wregal the nurse replied"Room 42" so I ran to Room 42 and I opened the door to find Amber sleeping, so I closed the door but when the door shut Amber woke up and saw me. By the look on her face she was happy to see again. She was not suppose to talk so I did not let her. I told her about things I was feeling, she started to cry and I wiped her tears away and kissed her on the cheek and said,"I love you and I will always be here for you" and when I was done a doctor came in and told me time for her to sleep so they can see whats wrong with her. I left and went in the waiting room and sat down read a magzine and watched TV but I was still hurting on the inside. The doctor came to me and told me she had not the flu but breast cancer, I shot down back in my seat and got even more worried but the doctor said we can but Amber on medicine or let her die in a few hours or a day from now. I told the doctor she can decide it is her life her body and she can do whatever so the doc. agreed and went to talk to Amber, he came back out to say she wanted die and go to heaven and see angels. I cried and went to Amber and asked her why she would give up everything instead of taking medicine for the reat of her life. I could not argue with her and so I left the room and the doctor rushed right by me and said go to the waiting room and stay there.3

I was in the waiting room when the doc. came and told me she left us, I cried and could not stop crying and the doc. said her last word was leaf, I got up and wiped some of the tears away and ran to Ambers house to get the funny colored leaf and took it to my house and kept it memory of Amber Wregal. I was unhappy but people told me to foreget her and move on, I could not do that because Amber was the love of my life and I would have rather died than she did. I still see Amber walking the halls at school but I know it is not her but only a fragment of my imagination.4

I went home early and sat with my mom and we talked about AMber and she said don't ever think this is your fault and keep beating yourself up for it and the talk was long but I understood what she said. And I will always be thinking about Amber Wregal and keep that leaf safe for ever.