Roses...

Roses scare me, don’t ask me why but they do. There just to red, and pointy. I like to look at them but give me a dosen red roses then I’ll politely ask you to remove them from the room. I slept in a room with some roses in a vase the nest morning they were on the bed…I freaked out because they didn’t have the thorns on them the morning before and when I woke up they had thorns. Know one was in the house…at least I think no one was in the house any way. So I was pretty scared. 1

Now I feel it is my duty to inform you that I have officially switched roles in life. Instead of being a hardcore emo depressive, I’ll just throw all of my energy into trying to find something to do with my self because suicide just doesn’t fit in to my daily plan, and I need something to do after high school. 2

How ever as many of my friends are hardcore emo depressives and they don’t know it I have decided to help them with their sad, sad little lives.3

The life of an often-trusted person is hard, really it is. All day you catch crap from people who like to talk to you. And eventually you the listener will end up needing psychotherapy, because no one will listen to you. Also having a family like mine will eventually drive you to either suicide of the nut house and 75mgs of antidepressants because you will and I mean will loose your mind after spending five minutes in a fight between spazi mc. Bitch and slobby mc. Drunk.4

Also, having a sister who is the damn closest thing to perfection on this crazy damn planet. And you hear about her and her perfect little life constantly makes a person feel like the lowest least successful person in the entire world. It hurts and I hate it5

Another thing I hate is people who talk down to you when you are perfectly capable of understanding what they are saying with out them having to dumb down the conversation by saying do you understand or using first grader way of speaking. Not only dose it piss you off but also it makes you really want to smack the person in the face for being such an arrogant prick. Then depending on how your mind is wired you will either want to prove them wrong and rub your success in their face or just sit there and go into a spiraling slump and never do a damn thing with your life.6

Sometimes these people just do not realize how damaging their words really are. I have see so many good strong if only a little misguided people get reamed out and talked down to. And I have seen them destroyed from the inside out and they never knew that the only thing they needed to do for help was to stand up and lean on someone else for the support they need. Because sometime the best friend you love to talk to is temporarily unavailable due to emotional turmoil in her own life.7

Thank you. 8

Oh yes a special note to those of you who think I obsess and indulge into fantasy a little to much…well then, Fuck you! Take a step or to in my shoes and you’ll be crawling to the manga section crying for something to distract you from the harshly cruel reality that you would have to face every day as me…Welcome to my life. I hope you enjoyed it…Fuckers.9

Once again,10

Thank you and enjoy your sparkly, happy life Sincerely, 11

Olin12