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I can't believe she didn't write back. That bastard after all we've been through, after all those times for treating me like a child, the only time I needed her to treat me like one, she wasn't there for me. And I mostly blame myself, it was my fault for starting this...quarrell you could say. She knew everything about me, and oddly enough I knew nothing about her, but I knew that I cared about her, and that she cared about me. Wasn't that enough? 1

Seven years spent under the same roof, she fed me and gave me something I really lacked and strongly needed at the time, support. She saw me everyday through the little crack on my door, she saw the cold razor slice my veins open, she saw me bleed. She cried for me. That didn't help. Nothing did. You could say it was like drugs, I needed it to survive. 2

She finally gave up on me, told me to get out, and leave her alone. I don't blame her, I've caused her a lot of trouble, but I never ever wanted her to give up on me, she always told me to be strong, and now that no one pushed me hard enough, I kind of gave up on myself, I needed her the most, I didn't need the blade anymore, I just needed someone to encourage me, and tell me good things. Just like a child.3

And It's time for me to go, to leave this place, I won't be coming back. But I know, I'll forever remeber her, I loved her to death, I still do. Nothing not even her can keep our memories apart.

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You could say I feel this way.

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  • Rose B Gray
    January 6, 2008
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    *hugs* Good free write. Sometimes things happen like that. They aren't the best in the world, but maybe that path was finished and how it's time for you to stand up on your own. If you're strong enough to put down an addiction then you're strong enough to stand on your own in my opinion. Still all in all this rocked


  • Zach...thats me
    January 3, 2008
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    that sucks that she just gave up on you really sad but i think its good that you will always remember her

  • Zach...thats me
    January 3, 2008

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    OMG this is soo sad but the ending is great "Nothing not even her can keep our memories apart." was my favorite sentence in the whole story. But i still why did you have to make it so sad im about to shed a tear


  • forevermyangel14
    January 2, 2008
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    omg...

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