Mentally [pwned]

My Mom always worried -- not good for her health. Stress...I find it pretty dumb. Just go with life. That way, you might not miss out on many things. But she still does it. I dun know why. Maybe a grown - up thing...? I don't get a lot of the world. 1

Or maybe it's a disease. Is there a mental disorder for to much strees? I haven't studied into stress that much. I only have it for school. Especially Math and Soical Studies. But not so much S.S.2

Maybe it's all that Rap crap that gets her so wired. I mean, rock music can get you uptight, but I don't so much. Not even when the lead singer of Seether starts screaming " 'eff you for killing me" during 'Needles'. 3

"Tomoyo! Oh Tomoyo! Make sure I've locked all the windows and doors right after I leave!" my mother called from downstairs. She was on her way to the grocery store. She's too worried about burgalars and stuff. I call her a weirdo when she can't hear me sometimes.4

"Okay!" I ye;lled back downstairs.5

She closed the door as I rushed downtsairs and locked it. Why can't she lock it? If she's so worried.6

I was on the computer for a few minutes, when i logged of of The Pokecommunity and turned the internet.7

Opening my door, with it's stock of traced graphic novel covers, I grabbed a loose piece of paper an dpicked up my pencil. I started to write. I was writing a letter. To my mother about this stress of hers. I can barely play video games without her worrying about me being electrocuted. It's hard to kill bosses on The Legend of Zelda : The Windwaker with someone over your shoulder.8

"Dear May Grean (My Mom's name)9

You really need to stop stressing over everything. Stress in unhealthy and you've got your death to worry about more now. Like about The Pokecommunity worrying about how there are 20 year old guys on there. They could be lying about there age. Whihc means i guess I can't trust anybody, but I've never known anybody who's been abducted.10

So maybe you just need to fricking CHILL Mom! I'm tired of you do this crap! Uggh. Grown - ups don't see what we need on the inside! So for awhile just shut up!11

Because when you get back I will still be here. I will still be here...12

~Tomoyo13

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Tomoyo died that day. I don't know if she saw it coming and this was like her suicide note or not.15

Someone must have gotten in the window. Probably a burgalar. She was found shot through the head, the bullet entering about on the ear. Blood had gotten all over her book and the near books. Her precious pocessions were about destroyed. She would not like it if that happened to them.16

But she's not.