A Female lost In A Game Called Love

as she sit & think about her past relationships she wonder "is it something i'm doing wrong","why can't i find a man who loves me & can keep it real with me?""do i look for all the wrong things in a man" as she thinks some more a tear rolls down here cheek because she's thinking about her last relationship with this man named hamzah she loved him more than like itself but once again she failed to find the right man because h e lied just like all the rest of them but something was different about him when she founded out he lied about not having a wife he thought he wsn't in the wrong for not telling her & that burned her soul because she gave this man her all so yes she gave up && she is me i no longer have the desire to have a lover because of the fact i don't think he's out there so i go on with mhy normal like i'm not employed right now but i go to school full time one day at school i caught this man staring at me like not just once but many times i let him stare day by day because i wasn't interested so one day he approached me he came up to me & said "hi my name is rashid,i notice that you were a very attractive women & i felt as though i had to let u know" & of course i blushed & said "why thank you" & turned around it's not that i was trying to be rude it's just i don't want any male friends knowing me i will fall in love with his beautiful smile it lights up the whole room so he said.....to be continued