the monster i once loved:part 7

I lay there in unbearable pain as he slept right next to me.i stood up and hurryed to get dressed.i snuck out of his room and as i was walking down the stairs i ran into josh.i jumped back and fell on the stairs.he whisperd "what are you doing here so late?".my breath came in gasp's and i held onto his arms as i tried to lie.but what was the use.his face became serious "adrian,what happend?".i shook my head and the tears came down faster.he pulled me downstairs.he sat me down on the couch and got me some water.i gulped it down and he looked at me "adrian,did he hurt you?what happend?".i shook my head and started to sob.he pulled me in his arms and started to rub my back "shhh,adrian,your okay".the wounds that his little brother had inflicted on my back were still bleeding and i cried out in pain.he turned me around and lifted the shirt i found on the floor.i looked down "no,no,no,no josh,no".he stood up and ran into the kitchen i followed and he threw up in the sink.
he stumbled over to me "adrian,is he still upstairs?".i nodded my head.he grabed my hand and pulled me up the stairs.he took me into his old bedroom and told me "do not open the door untill i say,don't come out no matter what you hear".i just nodded my head and he locked the door.i heard him slam the door open and yell at the top of his lungs "wake up my little rapist of a brother!".i think josh pushed max against a wall and cause i heard a loud thump.the screaming and fighting continued untill i coulden't stand it anymore.then it was quiet.i was in a ball under the covers,my hands covering my ears.trying to breathe.the door opend and josh kneeled down beside the bed.he moved the covers off of me and moved my hand away from my ear "honey,its alright now.you don't have to be scared".i just looked up at him "w-w-what did you do?".he shook his head "that doesn't matter,come on i'm taking you to the hospitol".i jumped off the bed and ran for the door "where is he!what the hell did you do?".he grabed my arm "don't go in there!".i pulled away from him and ran into max's room.
i screamed at the top of my lungs.and even tho max had just raped me,i coulden't help but get scared that he was gonna die.he was on the ground blood was all over him,most of it his own.i look down at him as josh stared at me "WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO!".I got up and max didn't move.i struggle to find the phone and josh grabed it from me "no,you can't call the cops".i looked up at him "why?".he shook his head,trying to clear his thoughts "because,i'll get in huge trouble adrain".i pushed him and i heard max groan in pain.i came up with an idea that might work "fine,go get the car and i'll call an ambulence,we'll be gone before they get here".he nods and run's downstairs and i dial 911 and set the phone down next to max.the last thing i saw was him staring up at me.
I run downstairs and hopp in the car and he drove fast.i heard the sirons as we turned the corner.i was screaming and crying.i didn't know what i was going to do.i could get in huge trouble.should i just tell the cops what happend?maybe they would know why josh had to hurt max.should i just stay with josh,and live life on the run untill things clear out.max defanetly woulden't tell who hurt him,he coulden't take the chance of someone finding out about what he did to me.all i know is that i am in some serious shit.and i can't go back and make everything better this time.