Memories - Thought You Were On My Side

Thought You Were On My Side1

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They’re running rampant everywhere. People are screaming, I don’t know why…3

He pushed me into a box. Its dark... he’s on top of me. This is bad, I’ve always felt bad around him.4

“Get out!”5

Whispering harshly in the hope they don’t hear6

“Its ok..”7

“No, I want you to get off me!”8

I feel his hands wandering down to my sides, far too close. I either stay here with him, or scream and hope they don’t bother to focus on me.9

I scream, piercingly10

“Shut up, do you want them to find us?”11

Screaming12

Still Screaming13

He jumps out and runs, before the boys drag me out of the box14

I’ll never know which would have been better, as they drag me along the ground15

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Watching me, wanting me
I can feel you pull me down
Saving me, raping me, watching me17

Watching me, wanting me
I can feel you pull me down
Fearing you... loving you
I won't let you pull me down