I was never the type to kiss and tell. I kept my secrets written in a diary. The one and only place I knew that I could be me. So, when I met Jay from that day on I did a lot of writing. I was eighteen, I had just gotten out of a very abusive relationship. Jay was nineteen, and she and her girlfriend were having problems. I never thought that I had any bisexual tendencies, but there was something about her. 1
Jay and I, would sit on the phone for hours at a time reading poetry. Every chance we got we'd make it our duty to be together. We even fought at a club one night when a Forty-two year old man called us a bunch of dikes. Jay got arrested and me and my sisters used our rent money to bail her out.2
Well as time went by I found myself starting to really care for her. At first I was waiting by the phone at all hours of the night for her to call me. Then it was me getting jealous when she talked about other girls. I was a mental wreck because I couldn't believe the emotions I was feeling.3
One night she came over to my house and I wrote her a letter stating how I felt. I told her that since I met her I'd been pondering my sexual preferences. I even told her about when I was a little girl and I'd always liked to play house with my girl cousins.4
I was so depressed to the point where I started to cry. She took her hands and she wiped away my tears. She told me that she would always be there for me. Next thing I knew, we were kissing. And one thing led to another. 5
From that day on we've been really close friends, because a Lover lasts a while but a bond like we share lasts a lifetime.6
Author notes
Yes, this is a true story. And her name is Jay. I don't know if others find this to be heartfelt but she really does mean a lot to me.
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WOW! Sheesh, girl, you continue to amaze me. I love the way you wrote this... again, easy to read. Brang back a few memories of my own.
Beautiful write
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This was so sweet. Such a nice dedication to your first female lover. I would say its sad that you two aren't together but it's not because as you said some relationships only last a while but what you two have could last a life time. I loved this write.
Stillreal -
Awwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!! This is short and sweet! I remember my first emotions when I realised I was homosexual. I was so scared! you portrayed the emotion you felt very well!
great Story 'n' Good Luck in Contest!
~Lucas~ -
Thanks so much for commenting on my piece. Memories like this are truly priceless. That was something more memorablle than my very first time period. I'll never forget about how caring she was. Neiter will I forget the bond we shared.
LadyRage
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that's really beautiful. wow! memories like this are priceless. that makes you really lucky to have found your other half. aal
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This was a sweet story. It's funny how people come into our lives and make aome of the most profound impacts, beyond anything we ever imagined possible. You did a great job here! Good luck in the contest.
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That was really beautiful. I know that there's a message in it somewhere but I just can't seem to grasp it right now. Could you please explain?
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The key is to respond to love whatever its human attire. Respond to gentleness and truth always for they alone inspire.
tecohe -
How sweet, I remember all too well my first kiss with a girl and it was mind-blowing. Lovely story.
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