Last Nights Dream

Last night i had this dream about my boyfriend....

he was on his way home from my house....

and he got into a wreck.....rolled his car....and was in hospital...

he had never gotten better...and ended up having disabilities.....

as soon as he was able to see and talk....some what...they sent him to this place with kids and teenagers that have desabilities, because his parents couldn't take care of him...and he needed special care....well before that even happened, i started working there....and i didn't know that this had happened to him....i thought he was just grounded and couldn't talk on the phone or anything....but then they sent him there....i found out....and i was being a bitch...and i made sure i worked on the hall that he was in...and i wouldn't let anyone take care of him....he didn't even remember me...my name my face...he couldn't remember...it was so sad.....i tried so hard for a few months after that had happened...i tried taking care of him...and being ok with the fact that he doesn't even remember me...i cried everynight...it was so depressed....i basically lived in his room with him....i wouldn't let anyone in there but family and friends....till one night it got so bad...i went home.....i couldn't take the fact of him not remembering who i was....so i went home tried to kill myself and ended up in the hospital....the last thing i remember was that mechine beeping....you know the one that beeps when someone has past away....i heard that mechine go off...and i had died....and i woke up....and my alarm was going off....

it was so scary.....i never remember any of my dreams...why did i remember this one...i hated it...i hope i don't have a dream like that again...too scary