in blackened water
fall drops of red
before my hearts slaughter
i knew i would be dead
as i feel
upon pearls wept in flowers
unto you
lost before the hours
ripped of my soul
now i'm just a ghoul
never to regain
from this pain
into the black
darkened and hacked
my heart broken apart
never to restart
times go by as i watch the sun set
into crimson skies my soul has been wept
before i lost you from my eyes
never had the tears stung from my cries
read the words from the necronomicon
written in blood for those of the cursed
but now i am just to join those few
as your death is not reversed
the loss in my hands
its the heart necklace i gave you
vines and flowers make the seal
of my love that was so true
before you left me
i had fallen before
but as i look upon your grave
there is nothing more
the loss in my hands
its the ring i placed on your finger
the blue stone to have no reason
as its reflections no longer hold you in your linger
fallen into the black water
into the abyss i go
if i had one more chance with you
i'd let you know
that i was in love with you
forever was i enchanted
by the beauty and grace held
that you gave to me granted
the cuts on my arms releasing the fluid of life
demanding my death
as i can't be held in your arms
and it'll take my last breath
to hold you
is my only last desire
for fallen with you
is my hearts fire
kiss of the rose brings me back to you
the thorns in my skin makes me feel that its true
i know that your gone and i would sell my soul to see you once more
but no way can that happen since god has shut the door
the cuts in my skin
release me
from my heart and its prison
for it was always meant to be
i fall further into the black water
without sun shining bright
for nothing will return
for you were my light
i wear your ring and your necklace in my hand
i'm coming for you
for this life i cannot stand
and my bloods almost through
broken is my heart
only can you mend it forever
in the after life
for my love is for you and anybody else never
my strength is all gone and i my head goes under the surface
the water so cool turning red from my essence
i wish i could only see you again
but never again shall i see your presence
to kiss you once more
is my final thought
as the water turns red
and between heaven and hell i am caught
love me the way i love you too
and forever shall our hearts be true
in flight beyond our lives that had sadly ended
and i gave my life to be with you
Author notes
there we go, the final part of the loss and i have to say this one was the easiest to write out of all of them. the way that i felt when i wrote it was the exact same way i felt when i had the dream that i originally wrote the first part and therefore i hope that it gives off the meaning and feeling of the loss that i felt.
i hope you enjoy it
all the best
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into the black
darkened and hacked
my heart broken apart
never to restart
the verse that made a impact on me.. i interperated cant spell ha ha in the way that Its like the rejection and loss thats felt is like a bomb u know and well its hard to restart to love after u have been hurt
nice job love blair xox
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