That's What I Do

The alarm goes off and I rise up, for a moment foggy from sleep.
I look through the curtain and stare out at the world in front of me.
Where am I?  My mind is a blank, the cob webs still clinging.
Oh yes I remember. I'm where I'm supposed to be.

Miles away from my home and my family, doing a job not many can do or would want too.
This is my life day and night, to deliver my loads to the reciever's so that consumer's will have what they need. That's what I do.

Then it's off to another pick up and another hurry up and wait day.
Because no matter when I get there the freight won't be ready to load.
So I'll be up all day waiting for it. No one seems to care.
Then it's all night long no time to wait. Got to get on down the road.

Montgomery is a long way off and 7 a.m. comes early, just enough time to fuel up. Both the rig and myself. Grab a thermos of Joe.
Then it's back to the road I go. The H.O.S. is a pain, the D.O.T. the same
The coops are open and weighing. My weights o.k. and it's off I go.

Daylight is just a memory and the night is long and black.
The c.b. is chattering low. 10 people talking at the same time.
Truckstops are full and there is no place to park so I head back out to find a rest area. Then call home on the landline.

Hello I miss you. Did you take care of the things I asked you too?
Yes I'll be home on Friday, No I haven't forgotten a thing.
Yes I know I won't be late. I promise! Yea I love you too!
I hang up and feel it, that painful sting.

I walk back to my truck, sadness fills me, and it lingers.
My heart hurts until the night closes in on me and I sleep.
The alarm sounds and I arise and move out onto the road.
Montgomery calls, and the diesel in my blood flowa deep.

This is my life. What I do to make a living
It's hard and lonely and scary too!
But it's the life I've chosen to live and I know it better than myself.
Miles and miles everyday. That's what I do.

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  • hllykat
    November 28, 2007

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    WOW!! That really hit a spot inside me. This is so close to how I felt leaving my daughter with my parents when I had to deploy. I hated every minute of it. I missed so much... you can really tell that this comes from your heart.

    • windwalker3689
      December 15, 2007

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      thank you for your thoughts. My job gets hard sometimes and we don't always get a thank you. So from one mom to another i want to tell you that I could never do the job you do. and Thank You from the bottom of my heart!! Peace and Happiness to you during this holiday and may you and your family have many many more!!