Why

Why is there so much pain? you would think that sence there christions thay would be a bit more understanding but thay are the ones that are so rood.

Why don't they shoot me? It would cause less pain.

Why do people ignore me? it hutrs, instead of ignoring me why don't thay just say "I hate you" then i wount try and talk to them.

Why are people two faced? Pick one way or the other be one person all the time, not be some ones friend then you just want something.

Why do I hurt you? I dont know but if I ever did im sorry I probibly didn't mean to and you can yell at me if you want to, and im sorry if you cant trust me I havent been trying to steal everything I dont think its worth trying to be a friend if you dont care. if you truely want to be my friend then show me that you care and if you dont want to to be a friend tahn continue to ignore me sooner or later i will get the hint or you could be nice or simply tell me that you hate me it wount hurt that much cuz i have a vegue idia who dose hate me and who dosent i just dont want to realize that its true, why I dont know.