Because

I cry myself to sleep because its the only thing i do right,

I avoid you because I would rather be alone.

I dress in black because im depressed,

I stay out late to avoid the fights that go on at home.

I remain misunderstood because no one wants to understand me,

I play music loud so no one would hear me cry.

I rebel because no one will let things be,

I make a scene so you will notice if i die,

I cut my wrists so I know im not numb,

I sleep in late because im afraid of the day,

I don't try because every one assumes im dumb,

I dont talk because I have nothing to say.


I Guess I dont need to be understood, I'll Be alright,
I just need you to leave me alone.... Or I might just cut here in the dark.... In total blackness....

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  • heartfullofvenom
    January 24, 2008
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    ♥

    "I avoid you because I would rather be alone." was my favorite line. Some how I feel like you described me perfectly in here. Ha! But it was tragically wonderful. Awesome.

    Good Luck!

    ♥

    * and hey you didn't listen to what I wanted you to put in the authors notes!... not good*


  • potaytee
    September 14, 2007

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    thats sad. I love your poems so much! To anyone feeling like this... Im there for you!!! *hugs* for everyone


  • angel.of.mine
    September 14, 2007

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    really emotional, it is best to get ur emotions out by writing like this this was really gud and tru. xo


  • asthray.heart
    September 13, 2007

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    Seems like you have alot bottled up, and writing this down is some kind of release?
    Anyways this was good, and emotionally built.
    Keep it up.

    ~Lady Madeline.