I've used these lungs for everything but breathing...

Mood: pissed

Currently Listening to: Hot Anger, Soon Cold by the Snake, The Cross, The Crown

September 3rd

Okay, first let me state how much I hate posers. They bug the shit out of me. Then they claim to be original. THAT makes me want to kill someone.

Like the following: (Note: this kid used to be a friggin Christian, to a fecking ‘t’. When I called him the ‘antichrist’ he refused to talk to me. Now he’s proclaiming, proudly, that he calls himself the ‘antichrist’. I’m sorry, I think even the antichrist has more sense than to ‘ride the village bicycle’. Yeah, that’s not going to die anytime soon.)

Okay, yesterday, I was on myspace, and I looked at someone’s blog. It was a list of why they were so great, and why they didn’t like humanity. One of them stated something along the lines of: SUPPORT SUICIDAL TEEN’S WHO WANT TO KILL INNOCENT CHILDERN/ANTI-GUN CONTROL.

That pissed me the fuck off. What dumb fuck would consider this cool? Excluding the guy who wrote this. Worse off, I used to have a crush on the guy.

He looks at that incident as a game. Like they were rubber-ducks, like at the fair, waiting to get a bullet to the head.

The whole, ‘they were the victims’, excuse is getting very old. Sure, I think most of the worlds problems are simply solved by talking. But that wasn’t the case. I honestly don’t think they wanted anyone’s help.

Think of it this way: that could’ve been your little sister. Imagine her, bleeding in the library, and then getting her head blown off.

I wouldn’t wish that on anyone, no matter how much I hated them. I sure as hell hope(d) you wouldn’t either.

Also enclosed in the blog was a threat.

My answer to said threat:

412 So. Purdy

Lyons, Kansas

Christopher Lee Spencer

Bring handcuffs, duct-tape, and a raccoon. I’m going to show you how 1) you’re less of a human being than I am, and 2) how it feels to have your eyes ripped out by a rabid raccoon, while having a transvestite hooker fuck the shit out off your stupid ass as I remove EVERY inch of hair on your body with duct-tape (see, you thought I forgot about the duct-tape…no, I never forget that).

Disclaimer: I apologize to everyone that has no clue what the fuck I’m talking about.