This isn't really a story more and understanding of my true self!1
It begins from a conversation earlier with my mum!!2
Its not that I don't like being up in Ipswich with her, I do like being here, really I do, Its meant I could be happy again, When my mum asked why to this all i could reply is:3
"When my best friend died, it felt as if the happy part of my life died too, I didn't think i'd ever see the day I could be happy, I miss her so much and it feels so wrong to know shes only be gone 4 months and I'm already moving on" (writing this has made me cry as it did earlier so excuse any writeing mistakes)! 4
I've met so many wonderful people on here such as nathan, onyx fire tear, lilmissme, apathic-bleeder , mysticcreatures soon to be sunkist, dan, crazy boy so many to even mention have changed me so much and to this I am so grateful! you've brought out something in me I never ever thought i'd see again as i've been so overwhelmed with my nan going into hospital, Mel dyin, My G.C.S.E's happenin and results out soon and the fact that I have a/s levels to start and Being thrown out of my house via my dad 1 week after mel died and 3weeks before my G.C.S.E's, 5
Its been a really really stressful time and yet i've come on here and you wonderful people all of you, even the people reading this, I've come on here no-ones judged me and you've all been so kind and helpful, I think this is the only way of letting you know!!!6
I love you all and thanks for reading this!!7
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Thanks so much, plz leave a comment and i'll get back to all of you as u have taken time out to read me story/letter thingy so thanks 
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Owwwwwwwwwwwww!!!! Lolly this nearly made me cry!!! I know you miss Mel and i know that i didn't know her but i miss her for you. When I came to her grave with you that time i felt as i could cry! Seeing someone yr age in there makes me feel as if it might happen to any of us but at least seeing and hearing that you go there all the time really shows how much you miss her!!! Love ya babe!!xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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my sweet daughter...i love you so dearly and this was such a wonderful way to thank someone for bringing you happiness. you also bring a ray of sunshine in my life, and i am greatful for you
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Thanks nathan!! luv ya too!
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i don't know what to say well the same as befor i'm always here for u if i'm not on then just leave me an im and i'll im u back as soon as posibel if u need to phone me then do even if you just prank me i'll ring u back (if i have credit or spear change for a phone box) i luv u loads
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