thoughts of his love #1

When I havent heard from him for a while I feel like I can hardly brethe. He is my world and so much more. Whne I am sad I imagine I am in his arms and he is saving me from the world. He is protecting me from the dangers that may come and pushing me towards the pleasures that he wants me to endure. I can hardly stnad him being away. Everytime I fall asleep i remember what he said about me being curled up in his arms and i fall asleep. i never understand what i did to deserve such an amazing guy to be in my life. I have hurt him and I dont deserve him. Not anything he has given me or anything he will give me. I want to be in his life forever and a lifetime after that. I hate when people say that Love is nothing more than feelings we wish to have. I have feelings for him and I am in love with him. It is nothing that i wish to have, because i do have it and i dont intend to loose that. I willl grasp every second i have and i wont let go. I did once and i wont let it happen ever again. No person, power or will can take him away from me again. ILY Jordan