Can you believe this is happening? Do you dare believe that your emotions, thoughts, feelings are real? My God, today must be a dream; a wonderful fantasy that will make you ache when you wake up. How long has it been since you felt this way? Did you ever feel this way?2
I know what you're feeling; your heart is about to burst just from knowing what his feelings are for you. You can't stop smiling! This is so wonderful, it's almost too good to be true.3
What if it is?4
And now seeds of doubt are planted in your mind and heart, and they grow into twin trees, their fruits filled with bitter juices. They whisper to you, filling your ears with uncertainty and disbelief. I can see it, but I'm helpless to do anything about it, and I'm not sure I want to...what if their words are true?5
Nothing makes sense anymore; he's no longer your friend, but something else. Something different, not necessarily better or worse. What relationship have you with him?6
And with this one thought, your world crumbles. Pieces of it drift through your mind, without completely disappearing. They taunt; remnants of a shattered life that you cannot piece together, no matter how hard you try.7
Tears, liquid fire make their way down your face. You're lost, so confused. No-one can understand what you are feeling. Who else has fallen in love with their best friend, besides you, someone you've known since you were toddlers? Who else knows what pain love brings?8
And now, a hand lifts your chin up, while soft fingers brush your tears away. You look into eyes that you've known all your life and hear words that will change you forever:9
"Believe in us; I know what you're feeling."10
By magic, the shards of a broken life repair themselves, gleaming and proud. You gaze upon him, this one person who's known you your entire life, who understands you better than you could imagine, and you know then that-11
You are the match for him, for only you understand him better than he could ever know himself, and you love him, just as he loves you. 12
Love does bring pain, but what you did not realize at first was that after the pain, love is the only way to heal. A curtain lifts before your very eyes, and finally, understanding dawns upon you.13
This is your first time letting someone heal you with love. Your first time trusting someone to cure you with something you can't see, only feel.14
You don't know how happy you've made me, because if you're happy, then I am happy.15
-Morgana
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